My blogoo ^^

久违了，星巴克

2011-11-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

幸福不用长命百岁，
不是要腰藏万贯，
也不一定要青春永存。
幸福是当你每个生活里的小愿望都达成。
想吃的时候有得吃，
想爱的时候有个人来爱你 <3

随“键盘”

2011-11-16T00:59:00.000+08:00

在阔别文字的逾百个日子
总处在心动而没有行动的状态下
有好多好多想永远留念的时刻
却始终没有一一细诉

也许算件好事吧！
在平凡的日子里
任由海马区域取舍
随机地编制将来的回忆
就像倒洒的颜色燃料，

在没有画家的精心设计也可以是件精品。

我喜欢现在这样

依在床上再自己的部落涂鸦

窗外的月亮不圆但很明

人生也许就是这样

没有完美，但为现在努力和开心

就算你是在睡觉也拼命发个美梦

那便是个耀眼的生命 :)

Happy Birthday Irene

2011-05-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Irene,
Happy Birthday to my BFF,
Happy Birthdah to the another owner of this blog,
Happy 21st Birthday to my dear !!!

Thankyou for being my only close christian friend in high school,
Thankyou for the things you have done for me,
Thankyou for sharing your happy moments and sadness with me,
Thankyou for standing by my side whenever i am weak,
And much much more....

Most importantly,
Thanks lord for putting you in my life.

P/s: I curi the pic frm you FB...Seriourly we need to have some pic 2gth someday. xoxo

Too much to say, too little time

2011-03-05T01:39:00.000+08:00

Have you ever feel the same way?
Wanting to record every minute of your time,
cause you feel so special and nothing really matters anymore?
Cause u want to record how u feel at that very moment
so that when time passes by, u can still recall everything.

As long as you are happy,
life goes on with beauty within it.
I've learned that:
many things happen according to God's timing
and I always believe that there's a reason behind every moment
many times, you would not understand at that very moment
but you will when the time is right.
Keep trusting in the Lord!
Keep honouring Him and you will see his grace coming through for you.

It's time to step up this year.
Stop looking backwards.
It's a brand new year!
[Even though I'm a little late]

未满二十一的想法

2011-01-23T00:55:00.002+08:00

今天我房的两位小姐一个接一个病倒了
只好呆在家，吃我煲的粥
我跟Kellie坐在客厅，边吃边聊
聊着聊着，忽然我说"如果有一天，我嫁了人或搬家，没有你们和好朋友在身边，怎办?"
"这世上有一个东西叫电话啦"她说着便走进房
"可是不一样叻"
"Aiyar....说不定到时有Teleport liao lor"
"也对hor...." 我自言自语地微笑
虽然现在想起来觉得那答案很扯，
当时的我竟然对这样的答案非常满意（= =)

对未来没有把握的事，总是期待着美好 ^^

你们是我习惯新的依赖，我还是那重感情天枰女孩

The Game...

2011-01-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

Haha... this are comments i collected from my friends...xp And i am here to reply them, not all of them will read this but then just in case you read it...hehe ...Really appreciate you guys spending time to do that
Just a few only not too many of my friends are playing this game... feel free to comment here too if you feel like ‎xp

888:i saw u in the clinic very often when v were young.kept wondering who is this?till v met in high school,waited infront of ur hse for the bus everyday,ate lunch tgt every monday,cycled when v were free.i know, v love to swing in the garden.talk about everything anything.there is a connection btw us,cant understand how u understand me dat well!

Hey gul,people go clinic to see doctor not to observe others lar... Seriously we have lots of great time since we knew each other.Sticking like glue every chance we had, sharing everything together.Haha... i also duno y i can understand you so well, it's just natural.And i really thank God that i have you in my life...Being my only close christian friend since i was small,thanks for being my side all the time especially all the hard times...When i feel that i am all alone and seem like no one trust me, i know deep down i still have you and God.You helped me to stand firm and make the right choices, ignoring what other think and judge me...xp
BFF forever ^^ Well, for the no i just randomly pick, 888 look nice and u suit all the nice stuff ! xoxo

Ms 013, long time no see...you are the 1st ppl who sit beside me during the secondary school as we knew each other when form 1. You are a smart girl, white, pretty, kind and blah blah blah....looks like did not have any connection after form 1 as we never be the classmate again...haha...keep in touch and i am glad to know you, my friend..^^

Mr.Y,yar...thanks to the teacher's arrangement.We turn out to have some memorable time with the girls behind.Haha..and i still remeber you lost the way on the first day xp. Erm... i don't think i am smart, white nor pretty lor...there are millions of girls a head of me lor.
013, is the age we met and know each other. xp should keep in touch always

‎158 : Hmm... 1st of all, happy new year (2011)... I noe this girl from my dear housemate... Mix a lots with BDS sabah gang... Got a sweet smile with the dimples at both side of cheeks... According to my housemate, she can be consider as someone who has no bad intention... As what I noe, still single, but dunno she is available or not... Gotta know her more in near future... wee...

Yup i am glued to Sabahan or more accurately east Malaysia ppl.yar.. thanks to your roomate we knew each other, and really appreciate your support as my best customer during the Lantern food fair..xp By the way i don't have dimples lor...Erm regarding status, haha...my status ar... yar single and avaliable but din't your roomate told you i will only consider those who are christian lor ....I am sure v can be great friends xp
I know you in Aimst, so 158.. is my last 3 no in my Aimst id.

‎2008: You've becomed prettier from when I knew you. Full of stories and a very cheerful character. and darling, i love your shoes!!!! i used to have so much fun in class with you and the rest. sitting behind, talking and doing homework were highlights of my day. i'm glad i knew you at one phase of my life eventho we differ in course now. :)

hey miss... we really had lots of wonderful moment together. Thanks for being such caring and helpfu throughout my foudation year.We had so much fun and because of you guys I am now more out going then i used to be.You too become more n more lovely nowadays.So greatful that i have you, is ok that we are not in the same course, you will always be the same in my heart. 2oo8, the year we get wild have fun and grow up.
‎042, haha, my neighborhood fren, used to like seeing her wit specs, cz witout it, it will be...
hahha~haven seen her for quite some time liao, for she is owaz out of tbi, lost in her own world of studies, haha~( travel), waiting the day where all our neighborhood fren aare bek and we could gather up and talk rubbish~

wao... still talking on the specs thing, haha now i did wear contacts ald. Yar... We are the tbi( Taman bukit indah gang) just love the ppl here.This is one of the main reason i don't wish to move out from here, nice enviroment nice ppl.Really miss those time me spend together. We must have a gathering perhaps during CNY then...No 42, my house add no xp

‎777: Haha gonna sing a song for you, COME BACK TO ME baby! And horr.. don't always ask me about my relationship status laah. As you seen, i've engaged to WanHong marrr. I missed the time when we celebrated X'mas together. I accidently got a winnie the pooh toy as my present HAHAHAHAHA! Heeee CNY is coming soon! Yayyy aunty mama i want a BIGGGG angpauuu!! =P

Oh dear.... I am soo soo sorry lar...Every time just can't make it bz of studies. Thanks for you n all the sisters gang for being so understanding all the time (last time due to church and my dad).You know i just love you girls, having you by my side all the time and and i kind of like our hang out style.Just stuck in one of our house sitting on the floor non stop undating. Simply easy and sweet.Hope we can remain this super wonderful friendship till we are working and have kid. I am pretty exciting since all of us are not in the same field at all.About the relationship status, bz we really do care about you mar.

Ms 106，我是从团契认识你的。你是那三位千金姐妹中比较属于中等的一位姐妹，不冷也不热。我觉得你是一位很有责任感的人，把每件事物都处理到很好。虽然有时你在人际关系处理得有些不好，但是船到桥头自然直，每件事情到最后都变好了，这是上帝给你的福分吧。祝你学业有成和爱主更深吧。(^^,)

感谢你的心细，被你看穿了我的脆弱和曾经面对的困难。不过就像我们学习到的，难处不一定是坏事，它让我们依靠上帝，建立对上帝的信心。从你身上，我看见坚韧不拔的毅力，善解人意的善良。愿我们一同在主里经历与成长。

It is time

2011-01-06T00:12:00.003+08:00

saw the birthday card i made for u

it has been months since i should have gave it to you

suddenly, i had this question

what does it really mean by best friends?

are they friends who understand each other?

friends who are always there for each other?

friends who always think of you

don't matter what situation they are in?

happy, sad, frustrated, angry, excited, stressed, disappointed, lonely, embarrassed?

we have come a long way

so many things once blocked us from seeing the beauty in each other

it is time

time to say that i really seriously forgive you

im not talking about a short term forgiveness

but a total forgiveness

i do not speak out of anger, hurt, hatred and jealousy

but with all my heart's sincerity.

even though we are now far apart

even though we did not get to enter the same university

just know that I will be waiting here when you need someone

I wish you all the best in everything

love,

irene

给我的威廉王子

2010-12-31T16:54:00.005+08:00

致：亲爱的威廉王子

就忽然有这念头，想给你写封信。还记得那一夜，我们一家躺床上，为你取名字的夜晚。想了很多，然后妈说:叫威廉吧，和威廉王子一样。是啊，在我们心里你是王子，永远都是。

今年我二十，你十二。纵使八年的鸿沟隔在我俩之间，而我们总是能够以自己的方式来表达我们的爱，也许那是一种本能吧。每次回家你就会扛着你所有宝贝浩浩荡荡走进我的房间。然后抱着你的吉他，炫耀你的进度。然后你开始表演你最新学会的魔术，忙上忙下找适合的道具。还有那些有时真的很没脑的冷笑话，弄到我哭笑不得。一直都是这样，你会找各样的借口赖在我的房间崔了几次都不肯回房睡。我嘴上总会埋怨，但心里难免但心，有一天你会否再也不想呆在这里，甚至不让我进入你的心房。

一直以来我都希望有个哥哥，那男孩呢，就要有姐姐。虽然有时凶巴巴，可还不是拜你所赐叻。。。害我现在老是唠唠叨叨的，不过那也是为你好啊！身为家里的长女，很多时候东西都要自己慢慢摸索，很多时候甚至爸妈也帮不上忙，毕竟离他们还真的有一段时间了。没有习惯性的依赖，很多时候要自己闯，经历，跌倒，学习强悍和面对。不过你心情在谷底时，我可以当你的聆听者，不用什么事都得自己撑着，我知道爸爸妈妈总为小事担忧，所以我会替你分担，当你的垃圾桶。

长大的感觉可谓百感交加，不过要记得无论发生任何事都不要离开教会，对上帝绝望。哪怕是感情亮红灯，学业逊色，或人际关系充满了争执时。我们一直都知道万事都有祂的美意，但要做到的是-坚定地相信。不要对上帝失望，这是我们的原则，要守住它。悄悄地告诉你吧，女孩喜欢有原则的男孩。

你这小家伙天资聪明，学习方面，不比像我们那样拚命，也始终不能适应像我们一样，花几个小时专注读书。训了你几百次，结果还是一样。唯有接受你自己的方式，只要你成绩不赖就好了。如果有一天你跌倒了，不要放弃，因为不是你的能力有限，你只是习惯性没有尽全力而已。所以爬起来，深呼吸，尽力再试一次。信我，我知道你可以的。

告诉你一个秘密吧，其实我并没有你想象中的那么强，每次你问我的歌，我都懂叫什么名。其实是我知道你喜欢，所以平时会特地去看有什么新歌，或是叫朋友介绍。还有像相机，电脑之类的很多时候，你是我花时间在它们身上的动力。因为我喜欢和你一起竞争，一起研究,还有厉害过你时那小小的骄傲xp

明天就是崭新的一年，对我俩都是新的旅程杯。踏入中学，希望你能好好享受每个日子。无论是甜酸苦辣，后来都会成为美丽的回忆。愿我们能更像基督，为主发光作盐。巴不得你现在就读懂这些，却不舍你那么快就离开那再也回不去的少年。这信，暂时就有我保管吧！

爱你，
大姐笔

生病

2010-12-30T00:31:00.006+08:00

哇啦。。。太久没有生病
一病就超辛苦>.<
不过也好，提醒我们自己健康的时候
就要好好爱自己，不要无病呻吟
随便心情不好
S.M.I.L.E

我有个怪毛病，
听到有人，把鼻涕倒吸回喉咙，
我就觉得超恶心，全身起鸡皮疙瘩
中四那年，又个朋友坐在我前面
遍遍她就不能顶，人家把鼻涕崔出来
然后每次我们旁边的朋友伤风，
就很可怜，因为崔出来就会被她骂
倒吸，就被我骂。。。进退两难。。。哈！

Time for a change

2010-12-04T01:58:00.004+08:00

Found myself wanting to blog again.
well, definitely, i feel very emo now.
now, 20, i find myself often worrying about so many things
if only i am a kid.
but the Lord taught us to be thankful.

Even now, i feel like i haven't mastered anything.
i learned piano when i was young,
sang when i was 3,
dreamed of being a scientist when i was 9,
picked up guitar when i was a teen,
learned cooking in my high school days,
found my interest in art when i was making birthday cards,
realised my passion for kids while working in a kindergarten.
But now, i noticed that i am not good at anything.
i feel useless.
this feeling of self-pity and dissatisfaction hits me deeply.
many friends have their own field of talent.
some sings till it touches your heart,
some plays musical instruments so well,
while others take beautiful pictures of people.
i can't help but searching my purpose in this life.
i keep asking God what i am destined for.
even though i haven't find any,
but i know that since the day He saved my life,
i was born for a purpose.
while in the surgery room,
He could have brought me home.
but he did not.
He showed me His grace and mercy,
determined to make me stay on earth,
there is definitely a reason for it.
nothing happens accidentally.

My Prayer:
I pray that i may find my purpose soon.
Lord break my heart from what breaks Your's
and
As I live my life for You,
may I be a blessing to others.

感动

2010-11-30T23:06:00.004+08:00

记得我们上金马伦时，一路上播着小时候的民谣。
“红蜻蜓”，“祝你一路顺风”，“鲁冰花”。。。
最令我印象深刻的是“真心英雄”，尤其是这一句“平凡的人给我最多感动”
从表面看，平凡好像不可能带来涟漪
但细想，平凡的人所带来的感动却是久久挥之不去

考试时，我老是会往Clarise block 的study room跑
一坐就会坐到差不多两点，收拾回家时已经很压力plus累
但见到守夜的warden，总会让我心情好起来
她是个算中年的印度妇人，一定会亲切地跟你说晚安
然后你微笑的说再见。抬头一望，月亮圆圆的…
So end of the day, you are exhausted but still you are happy^^

在教堂，有很多很多的会友总是很疼我们
家福uncle和他太太，会预备很多美食给我们，偶尔还有delivery service ^^
校长会处处替我们着想，替我们说话
还有Bro Teh，吴斯亮 uncle，吴吉才uncle。。。等等
其实他们也有自己生活的难题，可以不用那么辛苦来关心我们
但是他们却让我们感觉到爱<3>。

还有好心的士司机，
老是在我们需要时，帮助我们；新年时，送我们饼干吃
就算很绕路，还是会送我们到想去的地方
不想吃学校食物时，他会帮我们打包，然后硬不要收我们的油钱
出去逛街，他会免费带我们去吃好吃的。

所以其实可以不必想尽办法去吸引别人的目光，
因为就算你很平凡，也会有人看见你身上的亮光。。

一个敬拜赞美的团队，可能有最强的领唱，最好的钢琴手和鼓手
但感动我的却是，在一个小教堂，五音不全的领唱，在尽全力把最好的献给上帝

也许诗班的主音和配音配搭的天衣无缝
却敌不过崇拜时，坐在我后面不识字的老奶奶，跟着旋律低吟来得动听

平凡其实很动人。。。

上帝没有一刻停止工作

2010-09-26T10:46:00.004+08:00

因为上帝没有一刻停止工作，
所以我们幼小的心灵，仍有能力去爱人，
哪怕是我们觉得不可爱的人。。。

因为上帝没有一刻停止工作，
再黑的夜，也会有星光闪闪，
太阳明日依然会升起，照耀大地。。。

因为上帝没有一刻停止工作，
所以虽然无花果树不发旺，
葡萄树不结果，橄榄树也不效力，
然而我要因耶和华欢喜，因救我的神喜乐。。。

万事皆有上帝的旨意和时间，
所以不论发生任何事，
都还有微笑的理由
因为上帝没有一刻停止工作 ^^

蓝天和阴天

2010-08-24T01:07:00.003+08:00

我很爱蓝天和那白白的云，
心情就因为这样变得超好的，
但有时我也喜欢阴天，
凉凉的又不用撑伞，挺好的...Xp

小时候的我，blur...blur又好笑
前几次听“全新的你”时，
一直纳闷。。。
心情像阴天有什么不好了？
很凉爽啊；而且雨天也不会很惨啊？
为什么这歌词怪怪的。。。
后来渐渐长大，才明白歌词的比喻

现在回想起来，曾经的童真，的确有它的价值
有阴天，才能显出好天气的可贵，
乌云所带来的雨水，又何尝不是一种祝福 ^^

在生命里的雨天，
有时好像没人了解你的处境，
有时有点茫然，不知向谁寻找支撑的力量
但我们心里清楚"耶稣能够体会你的心情"

所以笑一笑。。没什么过不了的=）
因为喜乐的心，乃是良药。。。加油！！！
“发现自己真的撑不下时，是发现上帝大能的最佳时机”

Give thanks with a grateful heart

2010-08-12T01:13:00.004+08:00

I am jumping over the moon and guess you know why....
(personally i prefer stars rather than moon...hehe)
Really thanks Lord for holding me through over all these ^^
p/s: vermisse dich sehr xp

草莓的故事

2010-08-09T22:53:00.004+08:00

生活中的小故事将会是未来美丽的回忆。。。
所以想把我和草莓之缘记下 xp

也许是女孩的本性，
很小很小我就爱上了草莓，
那时我体质不好，而且草莓也不便宜
从来就没吃过。。。
但不懂为什么，就是打从心底喜欢
总是幻想着草莓是甜甜香香的

一直到后来，有机会上金马伦
才第一次吃到草莓
咬下去时，竟然是眯着眼
哈哈。。。才发现草莓有点酸酸的
之后几次上山再吃，
然后从节目里听到，
大家都说草莓酸酸的。。。
笨笨的我就以为草莓呢，
是甜中带酸的水果---->很滴汗吧(=.=)

就有着这样的想法
一直到去年的夏天在欧洲
吃草莓时，才惊觉
天啊。。。原来草莓是很甜的
一点都不带酸！！！
就像我曾经幻想的味道一样
Love it!!!
结果超级高兴。。。吃了一大堆 =）

就这样，草莓在我心里
从甜变酸，然后再变回甜 ^^

学习，是生命的过程

2010-08-05T22:26:00.005+08:00

八月了
大学一年级就这样过了，
但能不能上二年级还是个未知，
要做到不担心交托于主，可不容易
只能说尽量而已，
但说真的，学习了很多功课
人生里总是有挫折，有问题，有难关
既然遇到了，就要勇于面对了
让自己直立不到，不是长远的办法
因为总有天你会遇到不在你掌控范围里的事
所以跌倒了，就爬起来
也许真的到了谷低，别忘了有主伴我同行
如果说没有伤痛，那是不可能的
但那确实是个经历上帝同在的机会。。
有一天，你会发现一切神都有祂的美意在其中
感恩，为着成长，为着学习面对，为着变坚强 =）
小敏语录“对上帝的信心不是在于事情的成败，乃是坚信祂拥有最完美的安排”
谁是小敏啊？
嘻嘻。。。还是我，以前有个好友是这样叫我的。。xp

The Brevity Of Life

2010-06-23T00:14:00.005+08:00

去年我们刚开课前后，她开始出现是妈咪的探访名单
她叫佩柔，和我们一样二十岁，癌症病人
二十岁，
那对爱情景憧，对前途盼望的年龄。。。

在考试期间，很累的时候
她，是我激励的源头
我总是想
是啊，大家都很辛苦
大家一样都在等，在撑着
但，前头迎着我们的是蓝天，
不管我们这里的雨有多大
而向她招手的，却。。。
所以我们一定要尽最大的努力

我妹在考完SPM后也加入探望的行列
一直以来，她的故事我都是听说的
听妈咪说，她的家境不是很好
和她传福音有时不容易
佩柔小时候也是卫理幼儿园
我们以前可能见过
佩柔讲她对对我有些印象
听妹妹说，她的心情不好
和她讲了一整天的话都没反应
她的情况恶化要代，然后又好转
她说想见我，看我们两个有几像

我也一样，很想见她
虽然假期时和妈咪去探访是列事
但很少会期待。。。

前天，妈咪他们过来
妹妹刚好想起就问起
妈咪讲了四个字
。。。回天家了。。。
是在我考final，我妹考quiz的那礼拜
所以她没告诉我们

对于癌症的病人的离开，
我们很少会意外，像是会发生的一天
当我们说"我要死了"
和她们说"我要死了"
还真的有些讽刺

离开也许对她来说是个解脱，庆幸她会在父那里
"You can’t control the length of your life, but you can control its depth."
虽然她的生命是很短暂，却很有深度。。。

Limited time!

2010-05-21T20:40:00.003+08:00

gosh,i wish i hv more time!
made up my mind to go to monash.
and oh!
i got band 7.5 for ielts
its not like very amazingly good
but it was unexpected.
thx 4 dat miracle!muah!

first,monash...
not big but good enuf,i guess??
good apartment though.
i saw d bedroom on9,looks comfy=)
i thk im running out of time to pack,buy and shift
lots to bring over there
and the cost of living is soo high..

many thgs to leave behind too..
its like starting a whole new life,
v new friends,new classmate,new school v new rule
but i get some freedom too!haha!

felicie**
i'm waiting for u to come back=)
but for now all d best,God bless!!

眨眼间

2010-05-20T11:10:00.001+08:00

眨眼间，finals快来了
这个学期还真的很充实的
比起之前这学期少出街了
除了Alice 还有一部突然跑去看的香港片，
其他戏都没机会看，
至于吃嘛。。。就真得超级多，
吃了火锅，McD，日本餐，还有Taoo00 ^^
不过最幸福的是和宝贝们出去吃家常饭

对了，妹妹也过来了
不过我们没有一起住，因为我要她拥有自己的Rebecca 和Kellie。。。
有她在日子更温暖有趣。。。没事她就到我房睡
我在studyroom饿时，就去她家煲水泡茶
nice rite :)

虽然考试压力很大，但如果你细心体会你会发现主的爱，无所不在 !!!
大家加油！加油！加油！靠着那加给我力量的，我凡事都能做

Irene!!
I know I should sit down and study but just not feeling so well today
Can‘t wait to met you before you leave xoxo

If I could do everything better

2010-04-24T23:59:00.004+08:00

Recently I shared a vedio link on facebook
It brings the message that we should not compare ourself with others
Cause there is no one can be you
Sometimes we dont mean to compare
but there are times like today
which i realised that there is nothing that i can do very well
Not in studies,sports,drawing,even in singing
Well not self-abased but i really think i should do better in everything
There is no free lunch in this world
If you want something work for it then!!!
I remembered the day we watched Alice in the wonderland , quote:
"You are whom you wanna be"
Alice can be Alice if she wanted to.
She can slay the jabberwocky as long as she believes in herself strong enough.
So yar... ^^
Felicia

Untitled

2010-04-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

well,
here it goes.
a 4 year old boy called me mummy.
it doesnt mean dat im old,
but dat he trusts me.
its amazing how i felt right after dat.
i hv heard dat women hopes to feel needed and wanted by others.
dats wat satifies us ladies.
no doubt i started to believe it.
partially..
hahaha

im back to where i started
remembered i once was in love with MONASH
at least dats one of the only international uni in malaysia
but i 4got abt my dreams when i entered F6
cz it cost a bomb
adding stress to my paretns
now,hving to sit 4 IELTS
i pray dat i will exceed the minimum requirements 4 monash
and score with flying colours
im simply saying dat i need a miracle.
hahaha
God bless me as Jabez had said
i hv no other choice other than wat i hv chosen in the first place

再见。。。阴天

2010-03-21T13:20:00.002+08:00

眨眼之间，Sam2 的一半结束了
放了一个礼拜的假，也来到了尾声
这个学期，经历了很多的事

莫名其妙的被浇冷水
感觉被利用了
室友的烦恼
身边的朋友心情不怎样好
考试的压力
像感染病菌一样散播

抬头时，才发现头上都布满了乌云
遮住太阳，形成了阴天
情绪不知觉的被影响

活在阴天的日子，
累了，有点想哭
有个朋友的部落写着
Never ever throw your heart out,
and there is no real friend in this world
我不想这样，对朋友的看法
依然不会改变，还是用心去交
不想隐瞒着真实自己来过生活
I just wanna be the girl you see

其实有想过
如果同样的事情发生在另一个人的身上，
也许我不会一笔勾销
有些时候，不经历那事
你就没有那资格去安慰和鼓励同样经历的人
所以感恩，为着一切一切
因为今天Philips说过 “祝福越多，责任越重”

明天开学了，一切都会结束
阴天在我这里寄居也够久了
来个微笑
给阴天当做饯行的礼物

我要我的世界
白天，阳光普照
夜里，星光闪闪

Felicia =P

不懂

2010-01-31T11:07:00.003+08:00

不懂。。。
你友情定义，是如何拿捏
可以肯定的是我们看法不同

也许我像爸爸，他很重义气
也许我身边的朋友都太好了
也许我是天坪座

不了解。。。一切像都在于你的决定
在同一个圈子里，一起欢笑
对于你瞬间的冷漠，让我摸不着头脑

我不想再鼓起勇气和你说话
然后又被你敷衍
或是迎面而来，然后被忽视的感觉
其实不难，我想懂的只是原因。。
就如此而已

讨厌。。。
明明跟自己说
不用因此心情不好
偏偏我做不到
可能友情是我的死穴，
原来自己没有那么的看得开
头一次，希望自己是被保护着

虽然如此，依然感恩
这是生命的过程
是依靠神的时候
是经历上帝大能的机会
我知道，祂有祂自己的安排
一个我看不见的彩虹在前方

K.I.D.S

2010-01-23T18:14:00.003+08:00

had just finish week3 at DRAGONFLY KINDERGARTEN
and i'm 70% sure dat i'm gonna cry when leaving..

many frens asked how 's it
i would say GREAT!I LOVE IT!
yes, i really do
those kids,
from all sorts of family,
some needing dicipline,
some love and care.
there's no definite way of teaching a child
cz for some of the kids,
all they need is attetion..
and its not a wrong thg to pay attention to them when the time is right
the way a teacher treats a child will either destroy or build his/her character

somehow,when u see them smilling and laughing,
u will smile too
its smthg indescribable

everynight
im looking forward for tomorrow to come
looking forward to see those kids again
never thought dat i would feel dat way..
the way they wrap their arms around ur legs,
hugging u and telling you their stories,
they will really touch ur heart
of course when they hv done somethg wrong
v r responsible to tell them wat is right..
but when it comes to the end of the day,
u will feel great.

i hv already fall in love v them..
considering the way i got dat job,
its already a miracle..
now, having the chance to learn smthg from sm1 even younger,
its a double miracle =)
thx..

irene**

Langkawi Trip post 2- 一派胡言篇

2010-01-16T14:57:00.005+08:00

说个传说故事给你们听吧。。。
通常传说都有几个版本
就像Mashuri 的故事，
有人说她是公主，有人说她是平民
我要说的故事也一样，有两个版本哦

《版本一》
话说呢。。。
有四个王族公子就决定要离开沉闷的王宫，去兜兜风
他们分别是国王的孩儿中，最爱摄影的小王子，
带点黑道气息的宰相儿子和他那长不大的小舅子
还有和小王子最要好的英勇爵士。。。
基于贵族们说走就走的潇洒个性，他们决定隔天去Langkawi
那国王呢就不是很放心，于是就让他们贵族学院的四位同学陪他们
出于临时的决定，一切的行程当然是由他们四位博学多才的同学一手包办
就这样大家八人行，出海叻！！

《版本二》
话说呢。。。
有三个富家女决定让他们的肌肤晒晒太阳，
吸收一些vitamin D 以免有 osteomalacia
所以决定找个岛屿，去吹吹海风，看看落日
经过一番讨论研究和预算，她们决定前往Langkawi去
就这样带了太阳眼镜，帽子和防晒油，出海咯
那...毕竟是富家女，哪里可以三人自己出门
很危险。。。万一被绑架叻。。。
当然要把保姆车填满才可以启程嘛
于是带上了他们很有方向感的司机
熟悉各地区的导游，
跆拳道出身的保镖，
打理琐碎事的个人助理，
还有那专业的摄影师，出发咯！！

富家女们的生活照，至于王族们的照片，有犯他们的私隐所以不得公开

个人呢，是比较喜欢版本二
闲来无事，要练练自己的华语和幽默感
“如有雷同，纯粹巧合”
（Any similarity is purely coincident xp）

Langkawi Trip post 1-感谢上帝篇

2010-01-16T14:08:00.005+08:00

前天去了Langkawi....真的意外地好玩，

也许在印像中的Langkawi太落后了吧...Hehe

其他的先别说，先说说要感谢上帝的事吧

感谢上帝，让我们能照计划启程

感谢上帝，让我们一路有平安

感谢上帝，让我们拿到很不错的Offer

感谢上帝，我们有很完美的天气

感谢上帝，让我们有机会登上缆车

（从早上到我们到达不久都没开放，后来才让人上山）

感谢上帝，用祂手所造的见证了祂的爱

感谢上帝，因为我们没有迷路

感谢上帝，赐给我们满天星的夜

感谢上帝，在回来的没有晕船

感谢上帝，让掉了电话的朋友捡回电话

其实要感谢上帝的还有很多很多…………

Thank Lord for you love to us^^

Shadowfeet by Hillsong

2009-12-16T23:44:00.001+08:00

though this song was published quite long ago...

Walking,stumbling on these shadowfeet
toward home,a land that i've never seen
I am changing: less and less asleep
made of different stuff than when i began
and i have sensed it all along
fast approaching is the day

[CHORUS]
when the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

Theres distraction buzzing in my head
saying in the shadows it's easier to stay
but I've heard rumours of true reality
whispers of a well-lit way

You make all things new

[CHORUS 2]
When the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
Every fear and accusation under my feet
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

The month of the year

2009-12-10T22:59:00.004+08:00

一眨眼，十二月了
这里的天，依旧蔚蓝
夜依然有蚕鸣，景还是那么迷人
美中不足的是
四周的空气
像是随时会沸腾一样

踏入十二月
生活逐渐忙碌起来
成长的感触也不知觉地累积起来

后天就是我们的Dental Nite
是我的第一个Prom Nite
为了这烦好一阵
为了裙,头发,配件,化妆,鞋.....
很多人说为什么那么麻烦？
但既然决定去了
就不要随便，尊重一点嘛。。。

接着就是我们团契今年最重要的活动
***圣诞布道晚会***
经过一次的彩排，感觉还蛮不错
但真的要请大家在祷告中纪念
希望一切都能做到最好
感谢我们劳苦功高的领队----马夫人
在忙碌的考试期间，依然为主尽心尽力
跟我们的诗班领导---MAX王子
面对着调皮捣蛋的我们，依然任劳任怨
真的要特别感谢每一个人
少了谁都不会完美

其实布道晚会后我有两个礼拜的假期
但我做了决定，不回家
那应该是Study Week来的
这是我第三个不在家过的圣诞
第一个是观摩团时
第二个是去年，还蛮开心的
然后就是今年，有点犹豫
因为剩下我一个人
Rebecca回家了
报佳音，圣诞崇拜等节目都没有人陪
我当然知还有团契的其他人
但，习惯性地依赖，瞬间的害怕
似乎有点不在我控制的范围

至于功课呢，
我也不懂怎样形容
有点力不从心的感觉
但也不是没读wor。。。
祷告吧!! 又对上帝有信心
“靠着那加给我力量的，我凡事都能做”
Gambatea nie

By：Felicia girl ^^

Gambatea nie!!!

2009-11-21T16:55:00.001+08:00

To all having exams
especially Clarise n Irene
All the best!!!

主的恩典够用.....felicia ^^

2009-10-24T00:19:00.004+08:00

忽然发现，
我好像不是十九岁
而是三十岁一样
放假回来，
见到的朋友，亲戚，老师。。。
几乎每一个人
聊没多久，一定会问
“怎样啦，有男朋友没？”
笑一个加上没有
接着一堆堆大道理
不断地涌到耳边
女孩子啦。。啦。。啦。
Oh Dear。。。
搞到我好像是单身贵族派似的
我懂，最好是在大学是由交往的对象
但我入学还不到半年叻！
而且这种东西，顺其自然就好
plus我是女生，告白倒追
不是我会做的事。。。
也不是在埋怨，我了解
大家是关心我，可是
不急，不代表不在乎

Pray yar。。。
上帝自然会有他的安排
最好的，不一定最适合你
He knows what is the best for you

上帝啊，其实感谢你
因为这样，我确确实实地感受了友情的甜蜜
虽然长得没有身边的朋友漂亮，但我健康
虽然没有像团契里的人有才华，
就连唱歌也不行，不过混跟他们很开心
纵然班上的人很厉害，至少我有恰好能力来抵挡压力
老羡慕朋友出国深造，但我在这里完全没有经济烦恼
不必为房租省吃俭用的
总的来说，每天都很开心和满足
看，主的恩典是永远够用的！！

Home... Sweet Home !!!

2009-10-19T10:39:00.003+08:00

Yeah... finally back!!!
After the stressful first CA
it's time to relax and enjoy!!
When to perlis with cf
Everyone have been asking me
why i am still in Aimst
Lots of reasons
Just wanna have a real break
Me , alone doing whatever i like

It really feel good when you are back home
There are lots of things waiting for me
-Prepare my little bro for his exam
-Go market with my mom
-Gossip and update myself with my sis
-Met up my lovely friends
and perhaps get to go shopping!!!
Let's move on!!! Yeah....

Dear Felicia^^

Thanks

2009-10-03T21:08:00.002+08:00

"dad:v wana send u some money
bro:nvm la i still hv enuf cash
dad:its ok,v send to you jz in case u need extra cash"

parents are oways soo good
its the same v me
when it comes to food and cash
even daily needs
they will gv extra
so that v feel happy comfortable and not in lack of anythg

i'm thankful for my parents =)
thx mum and dad

We're single ladies=)

2009-09-26T16:07:00.001+08:00

2 frens has turned single in one day
shocked
once again
i remembered another fren who told me not to get into a relationship
cz it doesnt work

at this moment
wondering
y do ppl fall in love?
get into a relationship?
to make one's world whole?
complete and perfect?
but i guess life is never perfect
tears come and go laugther too
cz if it would hurt wat for get into it?
but without getting hurt
one won get the chance to grow and understand human nature
neither the chance to change our way of seeing thgs

anyhow,whatever belongs to you
will come back to you
everythg happens for a reason
let evrythg come and go naturally
it's best when u follow ur heart...
cheers for being single and also in a relationship for those frens =)

irene**

一夜长大

2009-09-25T18:23:00.004+08:00

其实已经不记得小时候有没有
希望自己长大成人的愿望，
但，最近忽然发现
自己已在不察觉的时候
进入了长大的世界

高鞋。。传闻。。爱情
向海啸般的忽然袭击
有点措手不及的感觉

回来Degree很多东西变了
衣着打扮不再是简单的事
也不是我不爱美
没那么多精力和钱花在这方面
又不想给人觉得我像个小孩
就像高鞋，明明穿不惯
走又慢，还会脚痛
还是买了，还是穿了

然后。走着走着。。不小心也走入
人心险恶的世界
老是听到其实某某
没有像外表看到的那样好
叉叉老是会利用人
谁谁其实很骄傲
听着听着，半信半疑地
才发现你那平常看人眼变了
想说。。不理会那些传闻
又怕自己受伤被骗
不去认识人也不对，
朋友多又害怕别人不真心。。。

要爱邻舍如同自己。。。
不简单叻

一回头才发现，身边的人都一夜长大
很多人认真面对爱情
而我呢，还是这个样、
祷告吧。。。

I know He has his own and perfect plan

不是羡慕或期待，有点小失落。。。无奈长大的事实

放心噢。。。我没有emo噢！！今天有人说我是个会开心的人叻^^嘻嘻

Felicia…………

I NEED HELP!

2009-09-19T22:38:00.003+08:00

can anyone teach me how to study??
anyone..just anyone
i m so desperate
cz i'm not satisfied v my results

i went blank tonite when i was studying bio
what is dat book talking about??!!
modern genetics technology!
i don get it at all!
and this feeling sucks
cz i hv 2 months left!

2 MONTHS ONLY!!!!

HELLO IRENE
WHAT R U DOING V UR BOOK AND UR BRAIN??

i m capable....
i m brilliant....
i m blessed....
i m gifted....
i m strong....
i m speacial....

oh my~

2009-09-17T19:41:00.006+08:00

culinary arts??
psychology??
bio medic??
landscaping??
buisiness??
what to choose??
soo many choices!

tell me how!!!!!!

juz b4 im going to end my stpm
my mum said that i can go 4 culinary arts!
u noe wat~
damn!
y dindt u tell me earlier
then i wouldnt hv to waste my precious time
studying such a tough course

if i join culinary arts after stpm
my 2 years of f6 will go to waste
all that i've learn will go down the drain
ohmy!my dream!
if only u hv made up ur mind!
i wouldnt b here now..
i will b finishing my course by now
and hv a career i love so extremely much

how abt psychology??
u said no too!
then now that one of my teachers say that its a good course
u agreed straight away!
mymy~all those that i love so much
u rejected those choices
and now u say its ok..
Ohmymymymymymy~
i donwana waste my 2 years~~TT
im not blaming u
its juz dat
pls don change ur mind soo frequently mama

i know u oways want me to join biotech
and dad wants me to go 4 accountancy
but i don realy hv a huge interest in such 'high-academic-demand' courses
i oways prefered somethg that uses our right brain
not the left one
but i do like BIOLOGY

show me my future pls~cz in 3 months i will b finishing my stpm

irene--

Day by day...

2009-09-13T13:03:00.003+08:00

Day by day...
Nearly one month i have been staying in AIMST
two words to describe : happy n nice

My hostel make me just feel like home
Clean n lovely
Nice view from the window
We can see blue sky laying on the bed
And also bird singing in the morning
But at night is not too good
a lots of bugs!!!
And they love me...Arg....
we decorated our room
We bought carpet and also wall paper
See nice?

On the left side of the wall,
when u wake up,turn ur head n u can see the time

we sleep facing this side,

once u open ur eyes u can see

beautiful butterfly...

nice right? ^^

Well, about studies still not coping very well yet

Cant really catch what the lecturer saying sometimes

And we really have a lot of thing to remeber

Classmate are making me a little stress

Have to spend more time in library

>.<

However so far, life really goes well

we go out for food quite offen

That's where i spend money on,

Food...

I think i lose some weight compare to

when i just came back from Europe

But if compare to last year,

still slightly heavier...

Oh yar, two days ago i went supper in the sch cafe

for the first time since i came back here ooo

Miss the time we sit down and chating with each other

We stay till nearly 2 in the morning

Last but not least is my CF

Really enjoy spending time with them

It is really a one big happy family

One of the member just leave us-Daniel
Black shirt above me...he graduated...

This was during his farwell party

See all the funny guys posting

when we help to clean up the chapel
p/s : i am tall...haha

I love this one the most

We were wearing black n white

because we have to present song on the service...

By the way i am going back during Raya!!!

Looking forward ^^

past??

2009-09-04T19:18:00.003+08:00

u know
letting go of hurts is soo hard
someway somehow
no matter how hard i try to forget everythg
i will recall the past
when i c that person face to face
and its hard
cz i meet dat person everyday
[well..almost everyday]
and i remember the past well
as though it was yesterday
sometimes we tend to put so much of ourselves into dat person
but when the whole thg screws up
v end up with nothing but dust

i always tot letting go was easy
but now i c y
its soo hard
realy super duper hard
especially when u always meet that person
it comes and goes
its a same old routine
AND IM SICK AND TIRED OF THAT!!

forget about it..
irene

You Tube-ing

2009-08-29T10:03:00.004+08:00

Recently we always came across the word Facebooking
which i have been doing quite offen theses day
hehe...and this morning i was spending my time
----You tube-ing

I am alone in the hostel today
so just watching some nice MV
and enjoy the songs
like Taiwan songs and Korean songs

Kellie recomanded some old MV
好想你-徐若宣
我不配-Jay
梁静如also quite nice

but the best is this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys
go and watch
5 star rating!!!

love it very much!!

Randomness

2009-08-27T22:44:00.002+08:00

Just some randomness of today
-we sat at the back of the class
cz our usually seat been taken
even we went there at 8 am
(class start at 9)

-I went umbrella hunting...
my umbrella is lost!!!

-Watched Sydney White
the story line is quite nice
love the part the guy go after her
*****

-We get chicken chop as dinner
and it was a relly long line
luckily we went down before 7pm
...hehe

-ok got to study now
i totally duno what the lectural is talking
sometimes

Raining day
Good Day
活在想念里。。。

Just love it like that！！

2009-08-23T22:18:00.004+08:00

还是喜欢用华语来写
比较味道和安全感
明明知道自己的英文差
应该多练习
但还是手痒痒的。。。

就这样在AIMST过了两个星期
这次回来，既熟悉又陌生
不过还蛮开心的

拿到了满意的房间
和宝贝的roomate住
窗口的view也不错
只是蚊子和虫虫还是没少到

又回到了团契
来了很多Junior
自己也成了senior咯
haha。。。
还是和以前一样
吵吵又好笑

功课上其实还蛮压力的
一星期好几天要上课到晚上七点
牙科本来就不简单
自己又不是很厉害
所以真的要努力加油！！
很怕考不上叻。。。

其本上还蛮喜欢现在这样
看见想见的人，
开开心心的过每一天
虽然老是抱怨这抱怨那，
但那只是一种发泄的方式。

Just love it like that!
Felicia ^^

Update n Refresh

2009-08-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

Wow... have been spending hours on this
i know i am not a good bloger
this is part of the reason we are sharing the blog
Both of us are not so pro in blogging

It is just a way to keep in touch with all the besties
Telling each other how well we are
I dont really mind whether people are reading or not
Simple for close friends to visit while all of us
are so far away from each other.

Anyway quite like this new design ^^
Gambatea o everyone!!

By: Felicia

loosing without gaining

2009-08-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

i lost somethings
and i noe that im not able to gain it back
as i did usually

smthgs that arent yours will never b yours
if it's urs it will still come back to u

**rene

passerby

2009-07-27T21:08:00.002+08:00

i remember
once
i wanted to help someone
to gain that satisfying feeling
and partly bcz of my sympathy
i learned that to gain a good relationship v someone
it does not depend on 1 person's decision
but both of them hv to gv up smthg
in turn to gain one's trust
time, sincerity, care...
many times,don feel hurt
neither do v curse those who hurt us
its part of our journey to gv up and gv in
ppl will learn when the time is right
everythg happens for a reason, dont they?=)
when someone fails u
turn to the other side of u
u will definitely find someone who really understands you

irene

Furthering my studies

2009-07-12T18:46:00.002+08:00

i guess whenever it come to this topic
i still m not sure of wat specific course to take ==
uhuh
but i wana get out of msia!!!!
definitely !!!
for sure!
dad say HK will b ok too
since my uncle is there
missing my cute little cousins too

ohya!in a few days i will b seeing my bro's face everyday!!
cant wait 4 it..
v've been closer
like to chat v him
cz v understand each other
since v r raised up the same way..hav d same attitude
same thinking
dats wat siblings r for

life's great!

yea yea yea yea~

***irene

=)

2009-07-04T19:22:00.002+08:00

whatever that has passed
let it go
whatever that is to come
hold on to it as if it will never happen
LiveLIFE to the fullest!!

Yuhoo~!
i feel FREE
i feel GREAT
i feel AWSOME

i've learned smthg
it's good sometimes
not to bother what other ppl thk abt u
just do whatever u want as long as u r happy abt it

all i hv to do now
is to sit down and focus on my maths
i hope that u will home soon my big Bro

everyone jia you!!! =)

******irene

Normal....

2009-06-13T20:05:00.002+08:00

i really do miss u MISS M.Y.
i'm fine..haha
juz that sometimes i feel so bored
play v my hp till hang twice this afternun
[can u imagine how bored i m??]

i dono y
when it comes to night time
i oways feel scared to b lonely
and bored too..
since my bro isnt here
and its holidays

finish my drawings 4 the rat dissection experiment ytd night
i drew till 1 smthg
was so hapi cz finally i hav smthg to do
and i'm still in the drawing mode now
cz im sooooo free
help me!

finally skul is reopening
can see my frens
chat and laugh giggle
i missssssss those times sooo much during dis 2 weeks
surely it also means dat i've gotta start studying
STUDY VERY HARDDDDDD!!!!!!

frens pls remind me that i wana go to NUS
singapore
to study LIFE SCIENCES

I DESPERATELY NEED LOTS OF MOTIVATION

thx...

beloved worship leader

2009-05-30T11:11:00.002+08:00

Tml is the last day i will c my beloved woship leader
sis.Mairin. or mayb i don even get to c her =(
cz she's going to KL 4 training to b a guine
FOR 6 MONTHS!!!!
she's such a good person
a doctor
a sabahan
a goood worship leader with such a gifted and powerful voice
she and her husband [drummer] always train my singing and drumming
i like those times v oways hav after church
JAMMING~
soo good to feel God's presence there
soo good to noe that no matter what happens
u still can come to church
and search that warmth and love that u need there
its a hiding place for me
everyone in chucrch is caring, loving
its a different place from the outside world

i won b seeing her for 6 months i guess
i remembered once
when she wasnt there when i was leading
without her backing me up
i tried my very best
but suddenly she was in time to join d worship session
[came back from sabah]
i heard her voice and i opened my eyes and saw her
i felt a relief in me

God bless u my beloved sis mairin
all the best too
hope to c u soon [mayb u r already on ur way to KL]

**sob

~irene

Give thanks with a greatful heart

2009-05-28T00:21:00.001+08:00

还有两天就要飞了。。。
其实一直都知道，我很幸福
所以感恩
感谢神，三年前
我有机会获选参加台湾观摩团去了台湾
三年后，又那么爱我的爸爸妈妈
让我去欧洲。。。
感谢神
为着祂赐给我的
SWEET 16
还有迎面而来的
DREAM 18
天父。。。我感恩

Ops ><

2009-05-16T18:27:00.002+08:00

i burst out in tears on thurs
partly because of stress
partly because of my stupidity
i cant stand it any longer
so i cried
sooo scared that my eyes will bengkak the nex day
feel soo stupid

AT LEAST I KNOW THAT FOR NOW,
ITS OVER FOR ME, FOR REAL

surely time is needed..hahaha

soo hapi cz i m joining the singing competition in my school

waited till the last year

lol

joining duet

v my old old old frenn

yuheng =)
knew him for 10 years ad
his bday is on 5th of may..hehehe
when i was f2
v and other frens always like to joke on the way back home
happy memories

summary : soooooooo HAPPY!!

irene

addition to Birthdayy post

2009-05-05T20:24:00.002+08:00

my guls
jenny and wanying dated me today to celebrate my birthday

i went to juru
somewhere near my hse
cz my maths teacher wana treat me 4 my birthday
i went v cs
ate laksa,rojak and cucuk udang
wat a tasty lunch!
plus i don hv to pay!
hahahahaXD
at 3.30pm
i reached skul
cs was my driver
he volunteered lol..
i drove straight away to wanying's hse
they cooked sphagetti for me!
it was sooo tasty!
yum yum!thx alot
v ate a cake too!
its wass good too =)
then v played v the tool used for perming hair
wanying has 1
they tried it on my hair
to straighten my curly hair haha
when v kept everythg
they took out a bag of presents for me
v a birthday card made by chunhooi
presentss from wanying winson jenny and chunhooi
such a surprise!
unbelivable!!
i opened the presents 1 by 1
and they took photos of me too
sooooooo hapi!
then v chit chated 4 a while and i went home

oh my guls!
i did not expect much from u all
it was a surprised!
thx alotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
love u all muahhhhhhhhhssssssssssssssssssssssss
memorable!X)

**irene

AWESOME BIRTHDAY II

2009-05-04T20:28:00.002+08:00

may the 3rd
hmm woke up very early
7 smthg
dreaded to wake up
cz i slept at 1am the night b4
but i cant slp again
it was a riny day for my bday
describes part of my feelings

went to church at 9.15am
since i'm having worship practice
2nd year in a role where im worship leading on my bday
after the service ended
v, the worship team had some jamming
right after v finished
our pianist played a birthday song
and my church members sang a birthday song 4 me!
how touched m i
i love them soo much!
they r my family!! =)

went for MCD drive through
got my big mac
YEA! IM LOVING IT!!
2.45pm headed for felicia hse
we chit chated
even MR Lee Cher Siong who jz came back from KL was there
he's cute haha
when i was going off
they suddenly brought out a cake 4 me!
shocked!!
dint expected much
MISS Ang Shu Min and her bf gave me a diary too
too cute for me to use
in the end i went home an hour later
it was a 4S8 gathering
there were 6 of us
shumin,zhiquan.caixin,felicia,chersiong and me
simple but meaningfull

went to secret recipe for dinner
beef meatball sphagetti
i din noe u like it too MISS M.Y. XD
mum bought a 1kg choc banana cake for me
but v havent started to eat it yet
gonna bring some for my frens

dats all for my birthday
I LOVE IT
THX TO EVERYONE
I LOVE U ALLL!!! XOXOXOXO

p/s: my wish: all the mysteries in my heart can be solved
pls answer my prayer =)thxx

**irene

AWESOME BIRTHHHHHHHHHDAAYYYYY!!!!

2009-05-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

it started yesterday

during maths ttn

they bought a cake without me knowing abt it

i saw BoZai outside of d ttn centre

and they lied to me that he is coming to this ttn

seriously, i believed

after preparation

GYY asked me to go to toilet

i felt weird but tot it wouldnt happen

as i walk into the kitchen

i was shocked

TJL was holding a cake in his hand

according to him

he was nervous dats y when he saw me coming in

and he called out : TIGER~!

he accidently blew off half of the candles!

hahahaXD[almost cried!]

slowly,other frens who wasnt joining the class came in too

Sam and OWL gave me a present

thx alot!how did u guys noe i like big fat colour pencils

and also neon colour pencils??!!

[especially when the colour pencils are meant for KIDDOS?]

after taking a few photos,making my wish,blowing the candles

we return to our places to continue our ttn=)

v went for lunch at 2.15pm

TJL drove my car hehe

they keep asking me whether hv i taken any of their ttn papers

i keep searching and say NO

in d end

out of my LOLONESS

i found the BIRTHDAY CARD made by TPY

THX TOO ALL MY BUDDIESSSSSSS

at night GYY came and fetch me then miss TPY

in d car v joke and laugh alot

went for KTV v

chiasing,bingliang,yunyie,jungling,tateu,tzerbo and peiying

had much laughter

but when it was ending

i started to emo

for some unforeseen circumstences

my saturday endded with happiness X)

i feel soo blessed to hav such frens

ADORABLE FRENS

love u all SOOOOO MUCH !

**irene

Guls only

2009-05-02T16:38:00.002+08:00

ops i din noe my besties knew dis blog

hahahahahahahahahahaXD

yea its for guls only =)

my gul who is in recovery now

seriously

i was shocked to noe the news

and i felt so pekcek 4 u

meet up v u today

i wished to b there longer 4 u

sometimes its hard to b tough and strong

so its ok to cry and spill it all out

*secret*

[i do scream and cry when im in my car alone]

cz i cant stand it when its all within me

sometimes i feel soo stupid when it comes to relationship stuffs

cz im not good at it

and i do make many wrong turnings

my gul

memories are meant to b kept in our hearts for a life time

it will seem tough now

but when u look back later

its sweet and its precious

its worth ur try

every tear and laugther has its own reason

life is full of changes and surprises

smile =)

everyday will get better

and oh pls don continue to loose weight =(

i can cook for u everyday to make u put on some weight

dark chocs are d best for u now

if u need a boost in ur mood

anyone of us is here

at least i can use my 'loloness' to make u laugh

u deserve to b happy

u deserve to feel free and peaceful

when its over

u can still b the same

laughing v frens

spending ur precious time v frens and family

and for ur own hobby

**[sometimes i like to spend time for me and myself

where i can shout sing play piano or guitar when im all alone

it feels soooooooooooooooooooooooo good =)]

live life to the max gul!

cz U GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

i feel extremely GREAT!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-01T18:16:00.002+08:00

I FEEL EXTREMELY GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!

**for no special reason

I WANNA SHOUT IT OUT TO THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

2009-05-01T07:11:00.003+08:00

yesterday i had a tired day

physically..

went to school

then drove back home again

cz i've 4gotten my pusre in the morning

got my purse and went to tuition

soo many frens did not turn up in ttn

left me and him with another fren sitting tgt in the last role

afterdat went 4 basketball

yeah ...my skills is the lousiest

i noe!!!X)hahahahaha

we played till 7.30pm then went for dinner

he came along too

i wanst able too eat alot

din noe y

but when i've clean myself back home

i noe y

cz my mum wana go to SUBWAY!!!!

we thk the same

i've got the urge to go to subway juz yesterday morining

yuhooo~!!!!enjoyed my late dinner!!

it was a good day

i din not wait for his msg

drop on my bed and snooze off straight away

but my hse fon rang and i woke up

looked at my fon for a while

it was 11pm and he msg me

the msg was abt the so called "TRUE LOVE"

and abt not being scared to take a move when u're in love

seriously, y r u sending me this??

i've asked u but u didnt even gv me an answer

the person who must be recieving and reading that msg carefully

shd b u!!get it right!

i don like msgs that r soooo sweet when v r still FRIENDS

sorry, but im moving on

im already gone =)

u made up my mind for me

if u're not sure abt what u're thinking

make it clear to urself b4 u make a move

i really don get it!

2009-04-24T18:12:00.002+08:00

i really don get it

but im gonna ask

cz i cant stand that confusion that is in me

whats going on?

y did v become soo close in just a month?

what r u thinking?

bfore thgs get more serious

i've to put an end to it

i do not want to hurt anyone of us

i do not want any misunderstanding

i don not wan to loose a good fren

hope everythg will b ok after i ask u...

Sick Day

2009-04-16T13:13:00.000+08:00

咳。。病倒了
其实从昨天就有一点得不舒服
今天一早起来就发烧
没法子了，今天请病假
其实还不错，终算有一天可以好好的休息
从放假回来都没那么悠闲过
星期一到星期六上班
星期日上教堂
嘻嘻。。。
今天好好休息吧
明天再加油噢！！！
希望我的病可以快快好起来
Smile…^^

Hi there~

2009-04-11T09:39:00.003+08:00

oh miss FELICIA

wanting to call u since monday

soo many thgs i've gotta update u abt my life and urs

but when r u free???

i wish u r not working

then i can tok to u for hours

soo many thgs going through my mind

whats going on?

how will thgs be like in a few months time?

i'm hangging in the middle of nowhere

wana noe wat is real

wana noe how u feel

wana noe wat this mean

call me soon miss felicia

seriously, i've gotta spill out...

How is life?

2009-04-09T10:19:00.002+08:00

How is life?
最近每个朋友都这样问
不管是教会的，中学的，或是AIMST的朋友
大家一开口都是这句话

刚刚度过了一个星期的假期
感觉上那好像很长了
目前来说我的假期生活还蛮充实的
星期五考完试
星期六打包回家
星期日趋清明扫墓
星期一回中学拿SPMsijil
星期二就到Pharmacy上班了

最近的生活就是这样
说很忙可是还有时间来这儿更新叻
说不忙可是我的黑眼圈完全没有淡化的迹象

在Pharmacy的工作也不简单
薪水没很高而且蛮累人的
主要的工作范围是
点货，进电脑，打价钱，叠货
还有帮忙顾店
这些看是很容易
但来的货不是一两箱
有时有三四十箱呢
打完价钱还得搬上楼收
不过，那里的朋友很好心
通常都会帮我搬上楼
有时就会去supermarket做Promotion
嘻嘻。。。那个比较容易只要动口而已。。。

最近的生活就这样啦。。。

2009-03-31T22:18:00.002+08:00

sometimes its just all about stupidity

when u know what is right and what is wrong

what is urs and what isnt urs

what u should do and what u shouldnt do

what to expect and what not to expect

what to think of and what not to think

but u just wouldnt let go, get over it and move on with ur life

end up being sad, moody and hurt

THAT'S STUPIDITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

活在恩典中

2009-03-30T20:51:00.003+08:00

昨天牧师的证道对我来说很有意义
像是上帝特别对我说话
讲的创世记，说到亚伯兰为着老年仍无子而担忧，
但是上帝答应必赐他后裔如同天上的星星一样多
虽然他不明了，看不见上帝要如何施行他的作为
但他对上帝却有坚信不疑的信心。

这，不禁让我想到我目前的情况
前途迷茫，没有一点地把握
但我应该对上帝有信心吧
所以加油，全心全意地交托神吧！！
可以对于将来并没有什么把握，
但对上帝，却要有十足的把握！！！
“耶和华所赐的福，并不加上忧虑”
把一切交托与上帝，好好享受我的假期吧

其实想想，在这一年的Foundation Course里
上帝真的很看顾我
一开始就有基督徒的室友，找到适合的教会，
认识很多爱主的弟兄姐妹，
大家都很照顾我，常鼓励我，安慰我，
p/s: 很爱他们噢 :p

另外本来有一个很吵的housemate，
后来竟然转学了。
至于我的班，
也很不错，大家不但很和睦还很合作
p/s: 很喜欢大伙一起上课的气氛

还有Café里的食物也从很难吃变到还可以吃
在交友方面也真的很顺利，
没有遇上什么麻烦。。

这一年，真的是活在上帝的恩典中
上帝的恩典一定够我们用
Amazing grace how sweet the sound…..

另外，感谢神，Pharmacy的老板要请我，明天开始上班咯

想念的校园一景

2009-03-29T21:07:00.003+08:00

离开了
带着很多不舍

很喜欢校园里的很多很多

最爱的是天气和景色
像是有着微微四季的气息。。。

迎面的风带着春意，
烈日当头象征着夏天，
草地忽然枯干，
楼下的大树飘起落叶，

秋天的味道，你嗅到吗？

大雨的夜就是最舒服的冬。

还有别忘了，那很美很美的天空

我的最爱，

有伸手便可触到蓝天的感觉，

离上帝更近的美妙。

Happy Moo Moo Year

2009-02-01T21:04:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year!!!
Wishing everyone have a wonderful day in this year!!!

Today is a holiday !!!

2009-01-14T17:13:00.004+08:00

Hehe
bored of studying
so post another again

Today is a holiday
haha only for AIMST only
cause today is "pongle"
dont really sure how to spell it
anyway is a Indian festival
and i am studying in a Indian U
so today is Holiday!!!!!

=)

好天气。。。

2009-01-14T13:39:00.002+08:00

我窗外的蓝天。。。美叻

风依然很大
虽然不可能
但希望它不离开
喜欢这样的天气
有我心里夏天的感觉

伊柠要去澳洲咯
那个我梦里的地方

风。。。把我吹走了
看着眼前的风景
让我幻想着自己身在那里
那很蓝很蓝的天
还有很凉的风

别笑我
可不想错这年龄的故事
胡思乱想。。

幻想。。。
暗恋。。。
疯狂。。
发愣。。
傻。。
只要不过份
没什么大不了的

十八岁的我
还不想那么快长大

心情大晴天。。。felicia

2009-01-11T23:35:00.001+08:00

近来天气好好
一连几天了
灿烂的阳光
还有暖暖的风
感觉到那大太阳却不热
迎面来的风，吹乱我的头发
也把我早上小小不满带走
感谢上帝带来的温柔

夜里的风也好大
很凉快，好舒服
让我不由自主地想起台湾和观摩团。。。。

心情好plus快乐的一天
大家加油！！！

Goodbye 2008!

2008-12-31T23:31:00.011+08:00

starting of year 2008
went to the girl guides camp
should say that i visited my juniors
i m a good senior ><

enjoyed my long holiday
longest holiday in my life
since i started schooling
it was after my SPM
im d person on the left

this was when i went to skating v my frens
in quens bay mall
seriously
i m not good in stuff like this
i fell many times
and at the end of the day
i headed home v much pain in my bud
haha
took me quite a few days to recover
from left: keesheng, winson, weejohn, joe, waynie, me, jenny,chunhooi

first row left: me, jenny, weitee, jungling, wenqi, hongguan
2nd row left: yunyi and sam
this was when v went to mengkuang dam
its compulsory for us to join the Jit Sin Family Day event
[for my form]
many din turn up
i guess they were lazy
its was fun
our f6 community had some games together
since our community is so small
[only 200smthg]
v know each other better
this was when i felt that actually f6 isnt dat bad
hahaha
heart-warming to know that u have such good frens
frens in which u can hv fun together and share our sorrows too

hmm..
when miss felicia came back
i spend a whole afternun in her hse
chit chatting
and v went for a walk
took photos
miss the days when i run to u
when i m not in a good mood

[***i can hear firecrackers !its in autocity]
hahaha

many thgs happened in this year
i will keep the memorables ones
and forget about those unworthy ones

a new year
a new u
a new begining!
lets get going!!
HAPI NEW YEAR!!

i wan and i will work hard to get good results!

irene...

31.12.2008....by我,敏怡

2008-12-31T17:55:00.002+08:00

整面密密麻麻的英文
哈哈...这篇就用华文写吧
趁现在假期多写几篇
不然开学时就没空写咯

12月31号2008年
没想到这样一年就快结束
这年大概是我平淡的生活中
最多改变的一年吧

这年,我18....

为我接下来的生命下决定
.....犹豫....
烦恼.....
.....争扎过...
很重要的一年
总觉得这一年你选什么
将来你就是什么

毕了业
第一次打工
第一次离家
第一次离别
第一次想家
第一次相聚

***2008***
友情满分,爱情待考
喜欢阳光,更爱阴天
没有遗憾,只有满足
要会更珍惜.....

就这样
明天就是2009
我的今年....飞吧

2008-12-30T10:44:00.002+08:00

sadly
unable to load d photos
when skull reopens
i will b a bz woman
gotta brush up my chem and maths
tough*

on 24th
i went to church service
i joined the youth drama and mime programme
the drama was about rapture
title as ARE YOU READY
i was acting as a teacher
d mime was great!
actually
i joined this programme at the last minute
v got gooooooood feedbacks
v put on some make up
wore black shirt ang long pants
and also tied up our hair
i loked like a diff person
my pastor says soo
had a happy time in church
its a loving big family!!

dats all for now

irenenenenenenenenene ................................

on the day of christmas...Great!!!

2008-12-26T23:05:00.006+08:00

Not much to say
Let the picture tell the story
Smile.....

.....Smile....

yee...smile!!!

smile !smile ! smile!
Exploring the smile detector mode on the camera
p/s:you seriourly have to smile or it won't take the picture

we are singing for the sketch of jesus's birth.

Praise and worship lead by all the leader in
every socity of church.
"we say Feliz Navidad again!!!"

Yoo...Aimst Students rocks....
Our Family photo
Jan batch people going back soon
and will only come back next year September.
That is really long...

Joshua here!!!
playing with our christmas gift from the church
A metal bowl !!!

Just nice for me to cook my meggie

haha...

we are alway abnormal...
well i did not put that on my head!!!
is Loi (the red shirt guy)
anyway the picture seem nice

Merry Christmas!!!
Get ready to say bye bye
to Jan batch

and to 2008 also....
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By :Felicia miao....

Caroling on 23th

2008-12-25T23:24:00.013+08:00

Aimst Caroling team family photo

See God's plans is always the best!!!
On 23th we went caroling
After class we gather and the van pick us us.
We divided. A few of us following the van with pastor We went Kuala Ketih first then only we meet up with others in the bus

Well in was a very nice day…..
Everyone was so high keep taking photo and cant stop singing and laughing
(pastor will think we probly overstress…we are acting like mad people haha)
Like it.
We reach hostel at 2 am in the midnight I slept at 3 something and the point is I have class the next day morning….

FOOD!!!!

Gone crazy ...keep taking picture in dark

**********

1st row :Lily,me,Robsen

2nd row:Lily ,Joshua

3rd row:Yi yun ,philip

Our last station in a super big house in side Cinta Sayang.....

Feliz Navida *** MeRrY ChRistMaS

2008-12-25T23:19:00.001+08:00

Hohoho……MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

This year is the second year that did not celebrate Christmas together with my family
The first time is when I went Taiwan,
Hehe……I cried during Christmas night
But I still remember that time Ginna told me
“your Christmas will not be lonely because you have we all” *touching….

This year is the second Christmas without my family
My family went Shang Hai for tour already
Haiz…..miss them especially during this Christmas season
I also don’t know why they have to go during this time
Maybe my dad has holidays…..

Actually I don’t mind for not following them
Since they had spend a lot for the trip
Just that I fill weird without them during Chrismas
At first I plan to go back home to stay alone,
And I planned a lots already like who to meet and what to do even what to eat
Out of sudden, it just happen that I can’t stay at my house

So I did a hard decision have to give up all my plans and stuck in Aimst….so sad
Wanna met all my friend ,miss them all…………
Yit ying,Karen ,Irene,and all others…….

But after all it was not bad in here also
Just like what pastor said the next night I made up mind
“we must always be thankful”
His plans will always be the best…………

hehe... Back!!!!!!!!! By FeLiCia

2008-12-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hi…………..
Finally updated again,
First of all have to thanks my very best friend
*****KaReN********
She had been helping me a lot in blogging stuff
Even this template is chosen by her
ThankS ….Nanri(thankyou in Tamil) oooo
I am actually very lazy in blogging
Because I am really bad in controlling every things
So just a few words to share my life herein AIMST
Huge campus in the middle of jungle….

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Problem

2008-11-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

tok to her today
i know wat i did to her was hurting enuf
is just dat i wasnt able to speak to her
to express everythg
till today
i noe dis is d day
i muz speak out
its been too long the journey
too much the hurt
too sick of the tiredness in me
i hv really reach my max
gone through tears
gone through hard times
i've put too much into it
till i wasnt able to accept wat was happening
hope she will get over it
and i'm really sorry for hurting u..

Hello *

2008-10-29T14:53:00.000+08:00

this is my 1st posting in this blog
went 4 my church camp
24th to 26th oct
it was fun
love it
hope it never ended !! XD

the preacher was sooo good!
i was refreshed in that camp
feel new and happy
learned other thgs abt keyboard too
[i was one of the keyboardist]
at 1st,
i never tot of playing a keyboard
cz dats wat i dislike
but when i saw my name in the keyboard column
i was shock but i gave it a try
now i m enjoying it
but i still love my guitar!!
[i dislike guitar too in d past XD]

hey how are u there in aimst?
my blog-mate
hehe ^^
great here
eventhough juz gone through some hard times
but when i quiet myself down
and thk clearly
everythg is solved
hope u r coping v ur studies well there!
all d best!!

love,
irene ^^

My family members in AIMST>>>love them By :Felicia

2008-10-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

Haha is time to introduce my family members in AIMST

I got a very pretty mom and 2 daughters

From the left is Rebecca....my reborn daughter

then Doro my first daughter

the white shirt is me

Lastly Kellie...my mom.

actually at first i got only one daughter anyone is our ancesterhowever later she is reborned n become my another daughter

haha......they are all my housemate and roommate

so we spend lots of time together...

Anyway some times it is hard to see my mom even thought we are roomates.By the time i wake up she already went to class alreadyafter i come back from class we probaly eat dinner togetherthen i will go to study area by the time i come back

guess what....she sleeps already....

then 1 of my daughter is Rebecca,same name as mine ex-chem miss

she stay in next room but in the same house.

She is cute, and she is from Sabah....

Then another is Dorothy!!!!well her classmate cal her .

(DOT) but i call here Doro sometimes Dot Dot

but she don't like it. She say she is not multiple dot ...hehe^^

WataShiNo-Blog

2008-10-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

Welcome to watashino-blog
It means My bLoG
Is My ooo====>mYmy
Mei Yan N Ming Yee!!!

Yup we decided to share a blog
To share all our happy moment
To share ever single sadness we go through
To share what we do is our 18s
To share stupid stuff we do
and the most important
To share the Lord amazing grace in our life!!!

By: felicia....