Monday, July 27, 2009

passerby

i remember
once
i wanted to help someone
to gain that satisfying feeling
and partly bcz of my sympathy
i learned that to gain a good relationship v someone
it does not depend on 1 person's decision
but both of them hv to gv up smthg
in turn to gain one's trust
time, sincerity, care...
many times,don feel hurt
neither do v curse those who hurt us
its part of our journey to gv up and gv in
ppl will learn when the time is right
everythg happens for a reason, dont they?=)
when someone fails u
turn to the other side of u
u will definitely find someone who really understands you


irene

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Furthering my studies

i guess whenever it come to this topic
i still m not sure of wat specific course to take ==
uhuh
but i wana get out of msia!!!!
definitely !!!
for sure!
dad say HK will b ok too
since my uncle is there
missing my cute little cousins too

ohya!in a few days i will b seeing my bro's face everyday!!
cant wait 4 it..
v've been closer
like to chat v him
cz v understand each other
since v r raised up the same way..hav d same attitude
same thinking
dats wat siblings r for

life's great!

yea yea yea yea~

***irene

Saturday, July 4, 2009

=)

whatever that has passed
let it go
whatever that is to come
hold on to it as if it will never happen
LiveLIFE to the fullest!!

Yuhoo~!
i feel FREE
i feel GREAT
i feel AWSOME

i've learned smthg
it's good sometimes
not to bother what other ppl thk abt u
just do whatever u want as long as u r happy abt it

all i hv to do now
is to sit down and focus on my maths
i hope that u will home soon my big Bro

everyone jia you!!! =)

******irene

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Normal....

i really do miss u MISS M.Y.
i'm fine..haha
juz that sometimes i feel so bored
play v my hp till hang twice this afternun
[can u imagine how bored i m??]

i dono y
when it comes to night time
i oways feel scared to b lonely
and bored too..
since my bro isnt here
and its holidays

finish my drawings 4 the rat dissection experiment ytd night
i drew till 1 smthg
was so hapi cz finally i hav smthg to do
and i'm still in the drawing mode now 
cz im sooooo free
help me!

finally skul is reopening
can see my frens
chat and laugh   giggle   
i missssssss those times sooo much during dis 2 weeks
surely it also means dat i've gotta start studying
STUDY VERY HARDDDDDD!!!!!!

frens pls remind me that i wana go to NUS
singapore
to study LIFE SCIENCES

I DESPERATELY NEED LOTS OF MOTIVATION

thx...



Saturday, May 30, 2009

beloved worship leader

Tml is the last day i will c my beloved woship leader
sis.Mairin. or mayb i don even get to c her =(
cz she's going to KL 4 training to b a guine
FOR 6 MONTHS!!!!
she's such a good person
a doctor
a sabahan
a goood worship leader with such a gifted and powerful voice
she and her husband [drummer] always train my singing and drumming
i like those times v oways hav after church 
JAMMING~
soo good to feel God's presence there
soo good to noe that no matter what happens
u still can come to church
and search that warmth and love that u need there
its a hiding place for me
everyone in chucrch is caring, loving
its a different place from the outside world

i won b seeing her for 6 months i guess
i remembered once
when she wasnt there when i was leading
without her backing me up
i tried my very best
but suddenly she was in time to join d worship session
[came back from sabah]
i heard her voice and i opened my eyes and saw her
i felt a relief in me

God bless u my beloved sis mairin
all the best too
hope to c u soon [mayb u r already on ur way to KL]

**sob

~irene

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Give thanks with a greatful heart


还有两天就要飞了。。。
其实一直都知道,我很幸福
所以感恩
感谢神,三年前
我有机会获选参加台湾观摩团去了台湾
三年后,又那么爱我的爸爸妈妈
让我去欧洲。。。
感谢神
为着祂赐给我的
SWEET 16
还有迎面而来的
DREAM 18
天父。。。我感恩

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Ops ><

i burst out in tears on thurs
partly because of  stress
partly because of my stupidity
i cant stand it any longer
so i cried
sooo scared that my eyes will bengkak the nex day
feel soo stupid

AT LEAST I KNOW THAT FOR NOW,
ITS OVER FOR ME, FOR REAL

surely time is needed..hahaha

soo hapi cz i m joining the singing competition in my school

waited till the last year

lol

joining duet

v my old old old frenn

yuheng =)
knew him for 10 years ad
his bday is on 5th of may..hehehe
when i was f2
v and other frens always like to joke on the way back home
happy memories










summary : soooooooo HAPPY!!

irene