Happy Birthday Irene

Happy Birthday to Irene,
Happy Birthday to my BFF,
Happy Birthdah to the another owner of this blog,
Happy 21st Birthday to my dear !!!

Thankyou for being my only close christian friend in high school,
Thankyou for the things you have done for me,
Thankyou for sharing your happy moments and sadness with me,
Thankyou for standing by my side whenever i am weak,
And much much more....

Most importantly,
Thanks lord for putting you in my life.

P/s: I curi the pic frm you FB...Seriourly we need to have some pic 2gth someday. xoxo

Too much to say, too little time

Have you ever feel the same way?
Wanting to record every minute of your time,
cause you feel so special and nothing really matters anymore?
Cause u want to record how u feel at that very moment
so that when time passes by, u can still recall everything.

As long as you are happy,
life goes on with beauty within it.
I've learned that:
many things happen according to God's timing
and I always believe that there's a reason behind every moment
many times, you would not understand at that very moment
but you will when the time is right.
Keep trusting in the Lord!
Keep honouring Him and you will see his grace coming through for you.

It's time to step up this year.
Stop looking backwards.
It's a brand new year!
[Even though I'm a  little late]

未满二十一的想法

今天我房的两位小姐一个接一个病倒了
只好呆在家，吃我煲的粥
我跟Kellie坐在客厅，边吃边聊
聊着聊着，忽然我说"如果有一天，我嫁了人或搬家，没有你们和好朋友在身边，怎办?"
"这世上有一个东西叫电话啦"她说着便走进房
"可是不一样叻"
"Aiyar....说不定到时有Teleport liao lor"
"也对hor...." 我自言自语地微笑
虽然现在想起来觉得那答案很扯，
当时的我竟然对这样的答案非常满意（= =)

对未来没有把握的事，总是期待着美好 ^^

你们是我习惯新的依赖，我还是那重感情天枰女孩

The Game...

Haha... this are comments i collected from my friends...xp And i am here to reply them, not all of them will read this but then just in case you read it...hehe ...Really appreciate you guys spending time to do that
Just  a few only not too many of my friends are playing this game... feel free to comment here too if you feel like ‎xp

888:i saw u in the clinic very often when v were young.kept wondering who is this?till v met in high school,waited infront of ur hse for the bus everyday,ate lunch tgt every monday,cycled when v were free.i know, v love to swing in the garden.talk about everything anything.there is a connection btw us,cant understand how u understand me dat well!


Hey gul,people go clinic to see doctor not to observe others lar... Seriously we have lots of great time since we knew each other.Sticking like glue every chance we had, sharing everything together.Haha... i also duno y i can understand you so well, it's just natural.And i really thank God that i have you in my life...Being my only close christian friend since i was small,thanks for being my side all the time especially all the hard times...When i feel that i am all alone and seem like no one trust me, i know deep down i still have you and God.You helped me to stand firm and make the right choices, ignoring what other think and judge me...xp
BFF forever  ^^  Well, for the no i just randomly pick, 888 look nice and u suit all the nice stuff ! xoxo

Ms 013, long time no see...you are the 1st ppl who sit beside me during  the secondary school as we knew each other when form 1. You are a smart girl, white, pretty, kind and blah blah blah....looks like did not have any connection after form 1 as we never be the classmate again...haha...keep in touch and i am glad to know you, my friend..^^


Mr.Y,yar...thanks to the teacher's arrangement.We turn out to have some memorable time with the girls behind.Haha..and i still remeber you lost the way on the first day xp. Erm... i don't think i am smart, white nor pretty lor...there are millions of girls a head of me lor.
013, is the age we met and know each other. xp  should keep in touch always

‎158 : Hmm... 1st of all, happy new year (2011)... I noe this girl from my dear housemate... Mix a lots with BDS sabah gang... Got a sweet smile with the dimples at both side of cheeks... According to my housemate, she can be consider as someone who has no bad intention... As what I noe, still single, but dunno she is available or not... Gotta know her more in near future... wee...


Yup i am glued to Sabahan or more accurately east Malaysia ppl.yar.. thanks to your roomate we knew each other, and really appreciate your support as my best customer during the Lantern food fair..xp By the way i don't have dimples lor...Erm regarding status, haha...my status ar... yar single and avaliable but din't your roomate told you i will only consider those who are christian lor ....I am sure v can be great friends xp
I know you in Aimst, so 158.. is my last 3 no in my Aimst id.

‎2008: You've becomed prettier from when I knew you. Full of stories and a very cheerful character. and darling, i love your shoes!!!! i used to have so much fun in class with you and the rest. sitting behind, talking and doing homework were highlights of my day. i'm glad i knew you at one phase of my life eventho we differ in course now. :)

hey miss... we really had lots of wonderful moment together. Thanks for being such caring and helpfu throughout my foudation year.We had so much fun and because of you guys I am now more out going then i used to be.You too become more n more lovely nowadays.So greatful that i have you, is ok that we are not in the same course, you will always be the same in my heart. 2oo8, the year we get wild have fun and grow up.
‎042, haha, my neighborhood fren, used to like seeing her wit specs, cz witout it, it will be...
hahha~haven seen her for quite some time liao, for she is owaz out of tbi, lost in her own world of studies, haha~( travel), waiting the day where all our neighborhood fren aare bek and we could gather up and talk rubbish~

wao... still talking on the specs thing, haha now i did wear contacts ald. Yar... We are the tbi( Taman bukit indah gang) just love the ppl here.This is one of the main reason i don't wish to move out from here, nice enviroment nice ppl.Really miss those time me spend together. We must have a gathering perhaps during CNY then...No 42, my house add no xp

‎777: Haha gonna sing a song for you, COME BACK TO ME baby! And horr.. don't always ask me about my relationship status laah. As you seen, i've engaged to WanHong marrr. I missed the time when we celebrated X'mas together. I accidently got a winnie the pooh toy as my present HAHAHAHAHA! Heeee CNY is coming soon! Yayyy aunty mama i want a BIGGGG angpauuu!! =P

Oh dear.... I am soo soo sorry lar...Every time just can't make it bz of studies. Thanks for you n all the sisters gang for being so understanding all the time (last time due to church and my dad).You know i just love you girls, having you by my side all the time and and i kind of like our hang out style.Just stuck in one of our house sitting on the floor non stop undating. Simply easy and sweet.Hope we can remain this super wonderful friendship till we are working and have kid. I am pretty exciting since all of us are not in the same field at all.About the relationship status, bz we really do care about you mar.

Ms 106，我是从团契认识你的。你是那三位千金姐妹中比较属于中等的一位姐妹，不冷也不热。我觉得你是一位很有责任感的人，把每件事物都处理到很好。虽然有时你在人际关系处理得有些不好，但是船到桥头自然直，每件事情到最后都变好了，这是上帝给你的福分吧。祝你学业有成和爱主更深吧。(^^,)

感谢你的心细，被你看穿了我的脆弱和曾经面对的困难。不过就像我们学习到的，难处不一定是坏事，它让我们依靠上帝，建立对上帝的信心。从你身上，我看见坚韧不拔的毅力，善解人意的善良。愿我们一同在主里经历与成长。

It is time

saw the birthday card i made for u

it has been months since i should have gave it to you

suddenly, i had this question

what does it really mean by best friends?

are they friends who understand each other?

friends who are always there for each other?

friends who always think of you

don't matter what situation they are in?

happy, sad, frustrated, angry, excited, stressed, disappointed, lonely, embarrassed?

we have come a long way

so many things once blocked us from seeing the beauty in each other

it is time

time to say that i really seriously forgive you

im not talking about a short term forgiveness

but a total forgiveness

i do not speak out of anger, hurt, hatred and jealousy

but with all my heart's sincerity.

even though we are now far apart

even though we did not get to enter the same university

just know that I will be waiting here when you need someone

I wish you all the best in everything

love,

irene

给我的威廉王子

致：亲爱的威廉王子

就忽然有这念头，想给你写封信。还记得那一夜，我们一家躺床上，为你取名字的夜晚。想了很多，然后妈说:叫威廉吧，和威廉王子一样。是啊，在我们心里你是王子，永远都是。

今年我二十，你十二。纵使八年的鸿沟隔在我俩之间，而我们总是能够以自己的方式来表达我们的爱，也许那是一种本能吧。每次回家你就会扛着你所有宝贝浩浩荡荡走进我的房间。然后抱着你的吉他，炫耀你的进度。然后你开始表演你最新学会的魔术，忙上忙下找适合的道具。还有那些有时真的很没脑的冷笑话，弄到我哭笑不得。一直都是这样，你会找各样的借口赖在我的房间崔了几次都不肯回房睡。我嘴上总会埋怨，但心里难免但心，有一天你会否再也不想呆在这里，甚至不让我进入你的心房。

一直以来我都希望有个哥哥，那男孩呢，就要有姐姐。虽然有时凶巴巴，可还不是拜你所赐叻。。。害我现在老是唠唠叨叨的，不过那也是为你好啊！身为家里的长女，很多时候东西都要自己慢慢摸索，很多时候甚至爸妈也帮不上忙，毕竟离他们还真的有一段时间了。没有习惯性的依赖，很多时候要自己闯，经历，跌倒，学习强悍和面对。不过你心情在谷底时，我可以当你的聆听者，不用什么事都得自己撑着，我知道爸爸妈妈总为小事担忧，所以我会替你分担，当你的垃圾桶。

长大的感觉可谓百感交加，不过要记得无论发生任何事都不要离开教会，对上帝绝望。哪怕是感情亮红灯，学业逊色，或人际关系充满了争执时。我们一直都知道万事都有祂的美意，但要做到的是-坚定地相信。不要对上帝失望，这是我们的原则，要守住它。悄悄地告诉你吧，女孩喜欢有原则的男孩。

你这小家伙天资聪明，学习方面，不比像我们那样拚命，也始终不能适应像我们一样，花几个小时专注读书。训了你几百次，结果还是一样。唯有接受你自己的方式，只要你成绩不赖就好了。如果有一天你跌倒了，不要放弃，因为不是你的能力有限，你只是习惯性没有尽全力而已。所以爬起来，深呼吸，尽力再试一次。信我，我知道你可以的。

告诉你一个秘密吧，其实我并没有你想象中的那么强，每次你问我的歌，我都懂叫什么名。其实是我知道你喜欢，所以平时会特地去看有什么新歌，或是叫朋友介绍。还有像相机，电脑之类的很多时候，你是我花时间在它们身上的动力。因为我喜欢和你一起竞争，一起研究,还有厉害过你时那小小的骄傲xp

明天就是崭新的一年，对我俩都是新的旅程杯。踏入中学，希望你能好好享受每个日子。无论是甜酸苦辣，后来都会成为美丽的回忆。愿我们能更像基督，为主发光作盐。巴不得你现在就读懂这些，却不舍你那么快就离开那再也回不去的少年。这信，暂时就有我保管吧！

爱你，
大姐笔

生病

哇啦。。。太久没有生病
一病就超辛苦>.<
不过也好，提醒我们自己健康的时候
就要好好爱自己，不要无病呻吟
随便心情不好
S.M.I.L.E

我有个怪毛病，
听到有人，把鼻涕倒吸回喉咙，
我就觉得超恶心，全身起鸡皮疙瘩
中四那年，又个朋友坐在我前面
遍遍她就不能顶，人家把鼻涕崔出来
然后每次我们旁边的朋友伤风，
就很可怜，因为崔出来就会被她骂
倒吸，就被我骂。。。进退两难。。。哈！