Saturday, September 26, 2009

We're single ladies=)

2 frens has turned single in one day
shocked
once again
i remembered another fren who told me not to get into a relationship
cz it doesnt work

at this moment
wondering
y do ppl fall in love?
get into a relationship?
to make one's world whole?
complete and perfect?
but i guess life is never perfect
tears come and go laugther too
cz if it would hurt wat for get into it?
but without getting hurt
one won get the chance to grow and understand human nature
neither the chance to change our way of seeing thgs

anyhow,whatever belongs to you
will come back to you
everythg happens for a reason
let evrythg come and go naturally
it's best when u follow ur heart...
cheers for being single and also in a relationship for those frens =)



irene**

Friday, September 25, 2009

一夜长大



其实已经不记得小时候有没有
希望自己长大成人的愿望,
但,最近忽然发现
自己已在不察觉的时候
进入了长大的世界

高鞋 。。传闻。。爱情
向海啸般的忽然袭击
有点措手不及的感觉


回来Degree很多东西变了
衣着打扮不再是简单的事
也不是我不爱美
没那么多精力和钱花在这方面
又不想给人觉得我像个小孩
就像高鞋,明明穿不惯
走又慢,还会脚痛
还是买了,还是穿了

然后。走着走着。。不小心也走入
人心险恶的世界
老是听到其实某某
没有像外表看到的那样好
叉叉老是会利用人
谁谁其实很骄傲
听着听着,半信半疑地
才发现你那平常看人眼变了
想说。。不理会那些传闻
又怕自己受伤被骗
不去认识人也不对,
朋友多又害怕别人不真心。。。

要爱邻舍如同自己。。。
不简单叻

一回头才发现,身边的人都一夜长大
很多人认真面对爱情
而我呢,还是这个样、
祷告吧。。。

I know He has his own and perfect plan

不是羡慕或期待,有点小失落。。。无奈长大的事实

放心噢。。。我没有emo噢!!今天有人说我是个会开心的人叻^^嘻嘻

Felicia…………

Saturday, September 19, 2009

I NEED HELP!

can anyone teach me how to study??
anyone..just anyone
i m so desperate
cz i'm not satisfied v my results

i went blank tonite when i was studying bio
what is dat book talking about??!!
modern genetics technology!
i don get it at all!
and this feeling sucks
cz i hv 2 months left!

2 MONTHS ONLY!!!!

HELLO IRENE
WHAT R U DOING V UR BOOK AND UR BRAIN??

i m capable....
i m brilliant....
i m blessed....
i m gifted....
i m strong....
i m speacial....


Thursday, September 17, 2009

oh my~

culinary arts??
psychology??
bio medic??
landscaping??
buisiness??
what to choose??
soo many choices!

tell me how!!!!!!

juz b4 im going to end my stpm
my mum said that i can go 4 culinary arts!
u noe wat~
damn!
y dindt u tell me earlier
then i wouldnt hv to waste my precious time
studying such a tough course

if i join culinary arts after stpm
my 2 years of f6 will go to waste
all that i've learn will go down the drain
ohmy!my dream!
if only u hv made up ur mind!
i wouldnt b here now..
i will b finishing my course by now
and hv a career i love so extremely much

how abt psychology??
u said no too!
then now that one of my teachers say that its a good course
u agreed straight away!
mymy~all those that i love so much
u rejected those choices
and now u say its ok..
Ohmymymymymymy~
i donwana waste my 2 years~~TT
im not blaming u
its juz dat
pls don change ur mind soo frequently mama

i know u oways want me to join biotech
and dad wants me to go 4 accountancy
but i don realy hv a huge interest in such 'high-academic-demand' courses
i oways prefered somethg that uses our right brain 
not the left one
but i do like BIOLOGY

show me my future pls~cz in 3 months i will b finishing my stpm

irene--

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Day by day...

Day by day...
Nearly one month i have been staying in AIMST
two words to describe : happy n nice

My hostel make me just feel like home
Clean n lovely
Nice view from the window
We can see blue sky laying on the bed
And also bird singing in the morning
But at night is not too good
a lots of bugs!!!
And they love me...Arg....
we decorated our room
We bought carpet and also wall paper
See nice?

On the left side of the wall,
when u wake up,turn ur head n u can see the time

we sleep facing this side,
once u open ur eyes u can see
beautiful butterfly...
nice right? ^^
Well, about studies still not coping very well yet
Cant really catch what the lecturer saying sometimes
And we really have a lot of thing to remeber
Classmate are making me a little stress
Have to spend more time in library
>.<
However so far, life really goes well
we go out for food quite offen
That's where i spend money on,
Food...
I think i lose some weight compare to
when i just came back from Europe
But if compare to last year,
still slightly heavier...
Oh yar, two days ago i went supper in the sch cafe
for the first time since i came back here ooo
Miss the time we sit down and chating with each other
We stay till nearly 2 in the morning
Last but not least is my CF
Really enjoy spending time with them
It is really a one big happy family
One of the member just leave us-Daniel
Black shirt above me...he graduated...
This was during his farwell party

See all the funny guys posting
when we help to clean up the chapel
p/s : i am tall...haha

I love this one the most
We were wearing black n white
because we have to present song on the service...
By the way i am going back during Raya!!!
Looking forward ^^

Friday, September 4, 2009

past??

u know
letting go of hurts is soo hard
someway somehow
no matter how hard i try to forget everythg
i will recall the past 
when i c that person face to face
and its hard
cz i meet dat person everyday
[well..almost everyday]
and i remember the past well
as though it was yesterday
sometimes we tend to put so much of ourselves into dat person
but when the whole thg screws up
v end up with nothing but dust

i always tot letting go was easy
but now i c y
its soo hard
realy super duper hard
especially when u always meet that person
it comes and goes 
its a same old routine
AND IM SICK AND TIRED OF THAT!!

forget about it..
irene