beloved worship leader

Tml is the last day i will c my beloved woship leader
sis.Mairin. or mayb i don even get to c her =(
cz she's going to KL 4 training to b a guine
FOR 6 MONTHS!!!!
she's such a good person
a doctor
a sabahan
a goood worship leader with such a gifted and powerful voice
she and her husband [drummer] always train my singing and drumming
i like those times v oways hav after church 
JAMMING~
soo good to feel God's presence there
soo good to noe that no matter what happens
u still can come to church
and search that warmth and love that u need there
its a hiding place for me
everyone in chucrch is caring, loving
its a different place from the outside world

i won b seeing her for 6 months i guess
i remembered once
when she wasnt there when i was leading
without her backing me up
i tried my very best
but suddenly she was in time to join d worship session
[came back from sabah]
i heard her voice and i opened my eyes and saw her
i felt a relief in me

God bless u my beloved sis mairin
all the best too
hope to c u soon [mayb u r already on ur way to KL]

**sob

~irene

Give thanks with a greatful heart

还有两天就要飞了。。。
其实一直都知道，我很幸福
所以感恩
感谢神，三年前
我有机会获选参加台湾观摩团去了台湾
三年后，又那么爱我的爸爸妈妈
让我去欧洲。。。
感谢神
为着祂赐给我的
SWEET 16
还有迎面而来的
DREAM 18
天父。。。我感恩

Ops ><

i burst out in tears on thurs
partly because of  stress
partly because of my stupidity
i cant stand it any longer
so i cried
sooo scared that my eyes will bengkak the nex day
feel soo stupid

AT LEAST I KNOW THAT FOR NOW,
ITS OVER FOR ME, FOR REAL

surely time is needed..hahaha

soo hapi cz i m joining the singing competition in my school

waited till the last year

lol

joining duet

v my old old old frenn

yuheng =)
knew him for 10 years ad
his bday is on 5th of may..hehehe
when i was f2
v and other frens always like to joke on the way back home
happy memories










summary : soooooooo HAPPY!!

irene

addition to Birthdayy post

my guls
jenny and wanying dated me today to celebrate my birthday

i went to juru
somewhere near my hse
cz my maths teacher wana treat me 4 my birthday
i went v cs 
ate laksa,rojak and cucuk udang
wat a tasty lunch!
plus i don hv to pay!
hahahahaXD
at 3.30pm
i reached skul
cs was my driver
he volunteered lol..
i drove straight away to wanying's hse
they cooked sphagetti for me!
it was sooo tasty!
yum yum!thx alot
v ate a cake too!
its wass good too =)
then v played v the tool used for perming hair
wanying has 1
they tried it on my hair
to straighten my curly hair haha
when v kept everythg
they took out a bag of presents for me
v a birthday card made by chunhooi
presentss from wanying winson jenny and chunhooi
such a surprise!
unbelivable!!
i opened the presents 1 by 1
and they took photos of me too
sooooooo hapi!
then v chit chated 4 a while and i went home 

oh my guls!
i did not expect much from u all
it was a surprised!
thx alotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
love u all muahhhhhhhhhssssssssssssssssssssssss
memorable!X)

**irene

AWESOME BIRTHDAY II

may the 3rd
hmm woke up very early
7 smthg
dreaded to wake up
cz i slept at 1am the night b4
but i cant slp again
it was a riny day for my bday
describes part of my feelings

went to church at 9.15am 
since i'm having worship practice
2nd year in a role where im worship leading on my bday
after the service ended
v, the worship team had some jamming
right after v finished
our pianist played a birthday song
and my church members sang a birthday song 4 me!
how touched m i
i love them soo much!
they r my family!! =)

went for MCD drive through
got my big mac
YEA! IM LOVING IT!!
2.45pm headed for felicia hse
we chit chated
even MR Lee Cher Siong who jz came back from KL was there
he's cute haha
when i was going off
they suddenly brought out a cake 4 me!
shocked!!
dint expected much
MISS Ang Shu Min and her bf gave me a diary too
too cute for me to use
in the end i went home an hour later
it was a 4S8 gathering 
there were 6 of us
shumin,zhiquan.caixin,felicia,chersiong and me
simple but meaningfull 

went to secret recipe for dinner
beef meatball sphagetti
i din noe u like it too MISS M.Y. XD
mum bought a 1kg choc banana cake for me
but v havent started to eat it yet
gonna bring some for my frens

dats all for my birthday
I LOVE IT
THX TO EVERYONE 
I LOVE U ALLL!!! XOXOXOXO

p/s: my wish: all the mysteries in my heart can be solved
pls answer my prayer =)thxx

**irene 

AWESOME BIRTHHHHHHHHHDAAYYYYY!!!!

it started yesterday

during maths ttn

they bought a cake without me knowing abt it

i saw BoZai outside of d ttn centre

and they lied to me that he is coming to this ttn

seriously, i believed

after preparation

GYY asked me to go to toilet

i felt weird but tot it wouldnt happen

as i walk into the kitchen

i was shocked

TJL was holding a cake in his hand

according to him

he was nervous dats y when he saw me coming in

and he called out : TIGER~!

he accidently blew off half of the candles! 

hahahaXD[almost cried!]

slowly,other frens who wasnt joining the class came in too

Sam and OWL gave me a present

thx alot!how did u guys noe i like big fat colour pencils

and also neon colour pencils??!!

[especially when the colour pencils are meant for KIDDOS?]

after taking a few photos,making my wish,blowing the candles

we return to our places to continue our ttn=)

v went for lunch at 2.15pm

TJL drove my car hehe

they keep asking me whether hv i taken any of their ttn papers

i keep searching and say NO

in d end

out of my LOLONESS

i found the BIRTHDAY CARD made by TPY

THX TOO ALL MY BUDDIESSSSSSS

at night GYY came and fetch me then miss TPY

in d car v joke and laugh alot

went for KTV v

chiasing,bingliang,yunyie,jungling,tateu,tzerbo and peiying

had much laughter

but when it was ending

i started to emo

for some unforeseen circumstences

my saturday endded with happiness X)

i feel soo blessed to hav such frens

ADORABLE FRENS

love u all SOOOOO MUCH !

**irene

Guls only

ops i din noe my besties knew dis blog

hahahahahahahahahahaXD

yea its for guls only =)

my gul who is in recovery now

seriously

i was shocked to noe the news

and i felt so pekcek 4 u

meet up v u today

i wished to b there longer 4 u 

sometimes its hard to b tough and strong

so its ok to cry and spill it all out

*secret*

[i do scream and cry when im in my car alone]

cz i cant stand it when its all within me

sometimes i feel soo stupid when it comes to relationship stuffs

cz im not good at it

and i do make many wrong turnings

my gul    

memories are meant to b kept in our hearts for a life time

it will seem tough now

but when u look back later

its sweet and its precious

its worth ur try

every tear and laugther has its own reason

life is full of changes and surprises

smile =)

everyday will get better

and oh pls don continue to loose weight =(

i can cook for u everyday to make u put on some weight

dark chocs are d best for u now

if u need a boost in ur mood

anyone of us is here

at least i can use my 'loloness' to make u laugh

u deserve to b happy 

u deserve to feel free and peaceful

when its over

u can still b the same 

laughing v frens

spending ur precious time v frens and family

and for ur own hobby

**[sometimes i like to spend time for me and myself

where i can shout sing play piano or guitar when im all alone

it feels soooooooooooooooooooooooo good =)]

live life to the max gul!

cz U GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

i feel extremely GREAT!!!!!!!!!

I FEEL EXTREMELY GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!

**for no special reason

I WANNA SHOUT IT OUT TO THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

X)

yesterday i had a tired day

physically..

went to school

then drove back home again

cz i've 4gotten my pusre in the morning

got my purse and went to tuition

soo many frens did not turn up in ttn

left me and him with another fren sitting tgt in the last role

afterdat went 4 basketball

yeah ...my skills is the lousiest

i noe!!!X)hahahahaha

we played till 7.30pm then went for dinner

he came along too

i wanst able too eat alot

din noe y

but when i've clean myself back home

i noe y

cz my mum wana go to SUBWAY!!!!

we thk the  same

i've got the urge to go to subway juz yesterday morining

yuhooo~!!!!enjoyed my late dinner!!

it was a good day

i din not wait for his msg

drop on my bed and snooze off straight away

but my hse fon rang and i woke up

looked at my fon for a while

it was 11pm and he msg me

the msg was abt the so called "TRUE LOVE"

and abt not being scared to take a move when u're in love

seriously, y r u sending me this??

i've asked u but u didnt even gv me an answer

the person who must be recieving and reading that msg carefully

shd b u!!get it right!

i don like msgs that r soooo sweet when v r still FRIENDS

sorry, but im moving on

im already gone =)

u made up my mind for me

if u're not sure abt what u're thinking

make it clear to urself b4 u make a move