Shadowfeet by Hillsong

though this song was published quite long ago...

Walking,stumbling on these shadowfeet
toward home,a land that i've never seen
I am changing: less and less asleep
made of different stuff than when i began
and i have sensed it all along
fast approaching is the day

[CHORUS]
when the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

Theres distraction buzzing in my head
saying in the shadows it's easier to stay
but I've heard rumours of true reality
whispers of a well-lit way

You make all things new

[CHORUS 2]
When the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
Every fear and accusation under my feet
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

The month of the year

一眨眼， 十二月了
这里的天，依旧蔚蓝
夜依然有蚕鸣，景还是那么迷人
美中不足的是
四周的空气
像是随时会沸腾一样

踏入十二月
生活逐渐忙碌起来
成长的感触也不知觉地累积起来

后天就是我们的Dental Nite
是我的第一个Prom Nite
为了这烦好一阵
为了裙,头发,配件,化妆,鞋.....
很多人说为什么那么麻烦？
但既然决定去了
就不要随便，尊重一点嘛。。。

接着就是我们团契今年最重要的活动
***圣诞布道晚会***
经过一次的彩排，感觉还蛮不错
但真的要请大家在祷告中纪念
希望一切都能做到最好
感谢我们劳苦功高的领队----马夫人
在忙碌的考试期间，依然为主尽心尽力
跟我们的诗班领导---MAX王子
面对着调皮捣蛋的我们，依然任劳任怨
真的要特别感谢每一个人
少了谁都不会完美

其实布道晚会后我有两个礼拜的假期
但我做了决定，不回家
那应该是Study Week来的
这是我第三个不在家过的圣诞
第一个是观摩团时
第二个是去年，还蛮开心的
然后就是今年，有点犹豫
因为剩下我一个人
Rebecca回家了
报佳音，圣诞崇拜等节目都没有人陪
我当然知还有团契的其他人
但，习惯性地依赖，瞬间的害怕
似乎有点不在我控制的范围

至于功课呢，
我也不懂怎样形容
有点力不从心的感觉
但也不是没读wor。。。
祷告吧!! 又对上帝有信心
“靠着那加给我力量的，我凡事都能做”
Gambatea nie

By：Felicia girl ^^

Gambatea nie!!!

To all having exams
especially Clarise n Irene
All the best!!!

主的恩典够用.....felicia ^^

忽然发现，
我好像不是十九岁
而是三十岁一样
放假回来，
见到的朋友，亲戚，老师。。。
几乎每一个人
聊没多久，一定会问
“怎样啦，有男朋友没？”
笑一个加上没有
接着一堆堆大道理
不断地涌到耳边
女孩子啦。。啦。。啦。
Oh Dear。。。
搞到我好像是单身贵族派似的
我懂，最好是在大学是由交往的对象
但我入学还不到半年叻！
而且这种东西，顺其自然就好
plus我是女生，告白倒追
不是我会做的事。。。
也不是在埋怨，我了解
大家是关心我，可是
不急，不代表不在乎

Pray yar。。。
上帝自然会有他的安排
最好的，不一定最适合你
He knows what is the best for you

上帝啊，其实感谢你
因为这样， 我确确实实地感受了友情的甜蜜
虽然长得没有身边的朋友漂亮，但我健康
虽然没有像团契里的人有才华，
就连唱歌也不行，不过混跟他们很开心
纵然班上的人很厉害，至少我有恰好能力来抵挡压力
老羡慕朋友出国深造，但我在这里完全没有经济烦恼
不必为房租省吃俭用的
总的来说，每天都很开心和满足
看，主的恩典是永远够用的！！

Home... Sweet Home !!!

Yeah... finally back!!!
After the stressful first CA
it's time to relax and enjoy!!
When to perlis with cf
Everyone have been asking me
why i am still in Aimst
Lots of reasons
Just wanna have a real break
Me , alone doing whatever i like

It really feel good when you are back home
There are lots of things waiting for me
-Prepare my little bro for his exam
-Go market with my mom
-Gossip and update myself with my sis
-Met up my lovely friends
and perhaps get to go shopping!!!
Let's move on!!! Yeah....

Dear Felicia^^

Thanks

"dad:v wana send u some money
bro:nvm la i still hv enuf cash
dad:its ok,v send to you jz in case u need extra cash"

parents are oways soo good
its the same v me
when it comes to food and cash
even daily needs
they will gv extra
so that v feel happy comfortable and not in lack of anythg

i'm thankful for my parents =)
thx mum and dad

We're single ladies=)

2 frens has turned single in one day
shocked
once again
i remembered another fren who told me not to get into a relationship
cz it doesnt work

at this moment
wondering
y do ppl fall in love?
get into a relationship?
to make one's world whole?
complete and perfect?
but i guess life is never perfect
tears come and go laugther too
cz if it would hurt wat for get into it?
but without getting hurt
one won get the chance to grow and understand human nature
neither the chance to change our way of seeing thgs

anyhow,whatever belongs to you
will come back to you
everythg happens for a reason
let evrythg come and go naturally
it's best when u follow ur heart...
cheers for being single and also in a relationship for those frens =)



irene**

一夜长大

其实已经不记得小时候有没有
希望自己长大成人的愿望，
但，最近忽然发现
自己已在不察觉的时候
进入了长大的世界

高鞋 。。传闻。。爱情
向海啸般的忽然袭击
有点措手不及的感觉

回来Degree很多东西变了
衣着打扮不再是简单的事
也不是我不爱美
没那么多精力和钱花在这方面
又不想给人觉得我像个小孩
就像高鞋，明明穿不惯
走又慢，还会脚痛
还是买了，还是穿了

然后。走着走着。。不小心也走入
人心险恶的世界
老是听到其实某某
没有像外表看到的那样好
叉叉老是会利用人
谁谁其实很骄傲
听着听着，半信半疑地
才发现你那平常看人眼变了
想说。。不理会那些传闻
又怕自己受伤被骗
不去认识人也不对，
朋友多又害怕别人不真心。。。

要爱邻舍如同自己。。。
不简单叻

一回头才发现，身边的人都一夜长大
很多人认真面对爱情
而我呢，还是这个样、
祷告吧。。。

I know He has his own and perfect plan

不是羡慕或期待，有点小失落。。。无奈长大的事实

放心噢。。。我没有emo噢！！今天有人说我是个会开心的人叻^^嘻嘻

Felicia…………

I NEED HELP!

can anyone teach me how to study??
anyone..just anyone
i m so desperate
cz i'm not satisfied v my results

i went blank tonite when i was studying bio
what is dat book talking about??!!
modern genetics technology!
i don get it at all!
and this feeling sucks
cz i hv 2 months left!

2 MONTHS ONLY!!!!

HELLO IRENE
WHAT R U DOING V UR BOOK AND UR BRAIN??

i m capable....
i m brilliant....
i m blessed....
i m gifted....
i m strong....
i m speacial....

oh my~

culinary arts??
psychology??
bio medic??
landscaping??
buisiness??
what to choose??
soo many choices!

tell me how!!!!!!

juz b4 im going to end my stpm
my mum said that i can go 4 culinary arts!
u noe wat~
damn!
y dindt u tell me earlier
then i wouldnt hv to waste my precious time
studying such a tough course

if i join culinary arts after stpm
my 2 years of f6 will go to waste
all that i've learn will go down the drain
ohmy!my dream!
if only u hv made up ur mind!
i wouldnt b here now..
i will b finishing my course by now
and hv a career i love so extremely much

how abt psychology??
u said no too!
then now that one of my teachers say that its a good course
u agreed straight away!
mymy~all those that i love so much
u rejected those choices
and now u say its ok..
Ohmymymymymymy~
i donwana waste my 2 years~~TT
im not blaming u
its juz dat
pls don change ur mind soo frequently mama

i know u oways want me to join biotech
and dad wants me to go 4 accountancy
but i don realy hv a huge interest in such 'high-academic-demand' courses
i oways prefered somethg that uses our right brain 
not the left one
but i do like BIOLOGY

show me my future pls~cz in 3 months i will b finishing my stpm

irene--

Day by day...

Day by day...
Nearly one month i have been staying in AIMST
two words to describe : happy n nice

My hostel make me just feel like home
Clean n lovely
Nice view from the window
We can see blue sky laying on the bed
And also bird singing in the morning
But at night is not too good
a lots of bugs!!!
And they love me...Arg....
we decorated our room
We bought carpet and also wall paper
See nice?

On the left side of the wall,
when u wake up,turn ur head n u can see the time

we sleep facing this side,

once u open ur eyes u can see

beautiful butterfly...

nice right? ^^

Well, about studies still not coping very well yet

Cant really catch what the lecturer saying sometimes

And we really have a lot of thing to remeber

Classmate are making me a little stress

Have to spend more time in library

>.<

However so far, life really goes well

we go out for food quite offen

That's where i spend money on,

Food...

I think i lose some weight compare to

when i just came back from Europe

But if compare to last year,

still slightly heavier...

Oh yar, two days ago i went supper in the sch cafe

for the first time since i came back here ooo

Miss the time we sit down and chating with each other

We stay till nearly 2 in the morning

Last but not least is my CF

Really enjoy spending time with them

It is really a one big happy family

One of the member just leave us-Daniel
Black shirt above me...he graduated...

This was during his farwell party

See all the funny guys posting

when we help to clean up the chapel
p/s : i am tall...haha

I love this one the most

We were wearing black n white

because we have to present song on the service...

By the way i am going back during Raya!!!

Looking forward ^^

past??

u know
letting go of hurts is soo hard
someway somehow
no matter how hard i try to forget everythg
i will recall the past 
when i c that person face to face
and its hard
cz i meet dat person everyday
[well..almost everyday]
and i remember the past well
as though it was yesterday
sometimes we tend to put so much of ourselves into dat person
but when the whole thg screws up
v end up with nothing but dust

i always tot letting go was easy
but now i c y
its soo hard
realy super duper hard
especially when u always meet that person
it comes and goes 
its a same old routine
AND IM SICK AND TIRED OF THAT!!

forget about it..
irene

You Tube-ing

Recently we always came across the word Facebooking
which i have been doing quite offen theses day
hehe...and this morning i was spending my time
----You tube-ing

I am alone in the hostel today
so just watching some nice MV
and enjoy the songs
like Taiwan songs and Korean songs

Kellie recomanded some old MV
好想你-徐若宣
我不配-Jay
梁静如also quite nice

but the best is this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys
go and watch
5 star rating!!!

love it very much!!

Randomness

Just some randomness of today
-we sat at the back of the class
cz our usually seat been taken
even we went there at 8 am
(class start at 9)

-I went umbrella hunting...
my umbrella is lost!!!

-Watched Sydney White
the story line is quite nice
love the part the guy go after her
*****

-We get chicken chop as dinner
and it was a relly long line
luckily we went down before 7pm
...hehe

-ok got to study now
i totally duno what the lectural is talking
sometimes

Raining day
Good Day
活在想念里。。。

Just love it like that！！

还是喜欢用华语来写
比较味道和安全感
明明知道自己的英文差
应该多练习
但还是手痒痒的。。。

就这样在AIMST过了两个星期
这次回来，既熟悉又陌生
不过还蛮开心的

拿到了满意的房间
和宝贝的roomate住
窗口的view也不错
只是蚊子和虫虫还是没少到

又回到了团契
来了很多Junior
自己也成了senior咯
haha。。。
还是和以前一样
吵吵又好笑

功课上其实还蛮压力的
一星期好几天要上课到晚上七点
牙科本来就不简单
自己又不是很厉害
所以真的要努力加油！！
很怕考不上叻。。。

其本上还蛮喜欢现在这样
看见想见的人，
开开心心的过每一天
虽然老是抱怨这抱怨那，
但那只是一种发泄的方式。

Just love it like that!
Felicia ^^

Update n Refresh

Wow... have been spending hours on this
i know i am not a good bloger
this is part of the reason we are sharing the blog
Both of us are not so pro in blogging

It is just a way to keep in touch with all the besties
Telling each other how well we are
I dont really mind whether people are reading or not
Simple for close friends to visit while all of us
are so far away from each other.

Anyway quite like this new design ^^
Gambatea o everyone!!

By: Felicia

loosing without gaining

i lost somethings 
and i noe that im not able to gain it back
as i did usually

smthgs that arent yours will never b yours
if it's urs it will still come back to u

**rene

passerby

i remember
once
i wanted to help someone
to gain that satisfying feeling
and partly bcz of my sympathy
i learned that to gain a good relationship v someone
it does not depend on 1 person's decision
but both of them hv to gv up smthg
in turn to gain one's trust
time, sincerity, care...
many times,don feel hurt
neither do v curse those who hurt us
its part of our journey to gv up and gv in
ppl will learn when the time is right
everythg happens for a reason, dont they?=)
when someone fails u
turn to the other side of u
u will definitely find someone who really understands you


irene

Furthering my studies

i guess whenever it come to this topic
i still m not sure of wat specific course to take ==
uhuh
but i wana get out of msia!!!!
definitely !!!
for sure!
dad say HK will b ok too
since my uncle is there
missing my cute little cousins too

ohya!in a few days i will b seeing my bro's face everyday!!
cant wait 4 it..
v've been closer
like to chat v him
cz v understand each other
since v r raised up the same way..hav d same attitude
same thinking
dats wat siblings r for

life's great!

yea yea yea yea~

***irene

=)

whatever that has passed
let it go
whatever that is to come
hold on to it as if it will never happen
LiveLIFE to the fullest!!

Yuhoo~!
i feel FREE
i feel GREAT
i feel AWSOME

i've learned smthg
it's good sometimes
not to bother what other ppl thk abt u
just do whatever u want as long as u r happy abt it

all i hv to do now
is to sit down and focus on my maths
i hope that u will home soon my big Bro

everyone jia you!!! =)

******irene

Normal....

i really do miss u MISS M.Y.
i'm fine..haha
juz that sometimes i feel so bored
play v my hp till hang twice this afternun
[can u imagine how bored i m??]

i dono y
when it comes to night time
i oways feel scared to b lonely
and bored too..
since my bro isnt here
and its holidays

finish my drawings 4 the rat dissection experiment ytd night
i drew till 1 smthg
was so hapi cz finally i hav smthg to do
and i'm still in the drawing mode now 
cz im sooooo free
help me!

finally skul is reopening
can see my frens
chat and laugh   giggle   
i missssssss those times sooo much during dis 2 weeks
surely it also means dat i've gotta start studying
STUDY VERY HARDDDDDD!!!!!!

frens pls remind me that i wana go to NUS
singapore
to study LIFE SCIENCES

I DESPERATELY NEED LOTS OF MOTIVATION

thx...

beloved worship leader

Tml is the last day i will c my beloved woship leader
sis.Mairin. or mayb i don even get to c her =(
cz she's going to KL 4 training to b a guine
FOR 6 MONTHS!!!!
she's such a good person
a doctor
a sabahan
a goood worship leader with such a gifted and powerful voice
she and her husband [drummer] always train my singing and drumming
i like those times v oways hav after church 
JAMMING~
soo good to feel God's presence there
soo good to noe that no matter what happens
u still can come to church
and search that warmth and love that u need there
its a hiding place for me
everyone in chucrch is caring, loving
its a different place from the outside world

i won b seeing her for 6 months i guess
i remembered once
when she wasnt there when i was leading
without her backing me up
i tried my very best
but suddenly she was in time to join d worship session
[came back from sabah]
i heard her voice and i opened my eyes and saw her
i felt a relief in me

God bless u my beloved sis mairin
all the best too
hope to c u soon [mayb u r already on ur way to KL]

**sob

~irene

Give thanks with a greatful heart

还有两天就要飞了。。。
其实一直都知道，我很幸福
所以感恩
感谢神，三年前
我有机会获选参加台湾观摩团去了台湾
三年后，又那么爱我的爸爸妈妈
让我去欧洲。。。
感谢神
为着祂赐给我的
SWEET 16
还有迎面而来的
DREAM 18
天父。。。我感恩

Ops ><

i burst out in tears on thurs
partly because of  stress
partly because of my stupidity
i cant stand it any longer
so i cried
sooo scared that my eyes will bengkak the nex day
feel soo stupid

AT LEAST I KNOW THAT FOR NOW,
ITS OVER FOR ME, FOR REAL

surely time is needed..hahaha

soo hapi cz i m joining the singing competition in my school

waited till the last year

lol

joining duet

v my old old old frenn

yuheng =)
knew him for 10 years ad
his bday is on 5th of may..hehehe
when i was f2
v and other frens always like to joke on the way back home
happy memories










summary : soooooooo HAPPY!!

irene

addition to Birthdayy post

my guls
jenny and wanying dated me today to celebrate my birthday

i went to juru
somewhere near my hse
cz my maths teacher wana treat me 4 my birthday
i went v cs 
ate laksa,rojak and cucuk udang
wat a tasty lunch!
plus i don hv to pay!
hahahahaXD
at 3.30pm
i reached skul
cs was my driver
he volunteered lol..
i drove straight away to wanying's hse
they cooked sphagetti for me!
it was sooo tasty!
yum yum!thx alot
v ate a cake too!
its wass good too =)
then v played v the tool used for perming hair
wanying has 1
they tried it on my hair
to straighten my curly hair haha
when v kept everythg
they took out a bag of presents for me
v a birthday card made by chunhooi
presentss from wanying winson jenny and chunhooi
such a surprise!
unbelivable!!
i opened the presents 1 by 1
and they took photos of me too
sooooooo hapi!
then v chit chated 4 a while and i went home 

oh my guls!
i did not expect much from u all
it was a surprised!
thx alotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
love u all muahhhhhhhhhssssssssssssssssssssssss
memorable!X)

**irene

AWESOME BIRTHDAY II

may the 3rd
hmm woke up very early
7 smthg
dreaded to wake up
cz i slept at 1am the night b4
but i cant slp again
it was a riny day for my bday
describes part of my feelings

went to church at 9.15am 
since i'm having worship practice
2nd year in a role where im worship leading on my bday
after the service ended
v, the worship team had some jamming
right after v finished
our pianist played a birthday song
and my church members sang a birthday song 4 me!
how touched m i
i love them soo much!
they r my family!! =)

went for MCD drive through
got my big mac
YEA! IM LOVING IT!!
2.45pm headed for felicia hse
we chit chated
even MR Lee Cher Siong who jz came back from KL was there
he's cute haha
when i was going off
they suddenly brought out a cake 4 me!
shocked!!
dint expected much
MISS Ang Shu Min and her bf gave me a diary too
too cute for me to use
in the end i went home an hour later
it was a 4S8 gathering 
there were 6 of us
shumin,zhiquan.caixin,felicia,chersiong and me
simple but meaningfull 

went to secret recipe for dinner
beef meatball sphagetti
i din noe u like it too MISS M.Y. XD
mum bought a 1kg choc banana cake for me
but v havent started to eat it yet
gonna bring some for my frens

dats all for my birthday
I LOVE IT
THX TO EVERYONE 
I LOVE U ALLL!!! XOXOXOXO

p/s: my wish: all the mysteries in my heart can be solved
pls answer my prayer =)thxx

**irene 

AWESOME BIRTHHHHHHHHHDAAYYYYY!!!!

it started yesterday

during maths ttn

they bought a cake without me knowing abt it

i saw BoZai outside of d ttn centre

and they lied to me that he is coming to this ttn

seriously, i believed

after preparation

GYY asked me to go to toilet

i felt weird but tot it wouldnt happen

as i walk into the kitchen

i was shocked

TJL was holding a cake in his hand

according to him

he was nervous dats y when he saw me coming in

and he called out : TIGER~!

he accidently blew off half of the candles! 

hahahaXD[almost cried!]

slowly,other frens who wasnt joining the class came in too

Sam and OWL gave me a present

thx alot!how did u guys noe i like big fat colour pencils

and also neon colour pencils??!!

[especially when the colour pencils are meant for KIDDOS?]

after taking a few photos,making my wish,blowing the candles

we return to our places to continue our ttn=)

v went for lunch at 2.15pm

TJL drove my car hehe

they keep asking me whether hv i taken any of their ttn papers

i keep searching and say NO

in d end

out of my LOLONESS

i found the BIRTHDAY CARD made by TPY

THX TOO ALL MY BUDDIESSSSSSS

at night GYY came and fetch me then miss TPY

in d car v joke and laugh alot

went for KTV v

chiasing,bingliang,yunyie,jungling,tateu,tzerbo and peiying

had much laughter

but when it was ending

i started to emo

for some unforeseen circumstences

my saturday endded with happiness X)

i feel soo blessed to hav such frens

ADORABLE FRENS

love u all SOOOOO MUCH !

**irene

Guls only

ops i din noe my besties knew dis blog

hahahahahahahahahahaXD

yea its for guls only =)

my gul who is in recovery now

seriously

i was shocked to noe the news

and i felt so pekcek 4 u

meet up v u today

i wished to b there longer 4 u 

sometimes its hard to b tough and strong

so its ok to cry and spill it all out

*secret*

[i do scream and cry when im in my car alone]

cz i cant stand it when its all within me

sometimes i feel soo stupid when it comes to relationship stuffs

cz im not good at it

and i do make many wrong turnings

my gul    

memories are meant to b kept in our hearts for a life time

it will seem tough now

but when u look back later

its sweet and its precious

its worth ur try

every tear and laugther has its own reason

life is full of changes and surprises

smile =)

everyday will get better

and oh pls don continue to loose weight =(

i can cook for u everyday to make u put on some weight

dark chocs are d best for u now

if u need a boost in ur mood

anyone of us is here

at least i can use my 'loloness' to make u laugh

u deserve to b happy 

u deserve to feel free and peaceful

when its over

u can still b the same 

laughing v frens

spending ur precious time v frens and family

and for ur own hobby

**[sometimes i like to spend time for me and myself

where i can shout sing play piano or guitar when im all alone

it feels soooooooooooooooooooooooo good =)]

live life to the max gul!

cz U GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

i feel extremely GREAT!!!!!!!!!

I FEEL EXTREMELY GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!

**for no special reason

I WANNA SHOUT IT OUT TO THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

X)

yesterday i had a tired day

physically..

went to school

then drove back home again

cz i've 4gotten my pusre in the morning

got my purse and went to tuition

soo many frens did not turn up in ttn

left me and him with another fren sitting tgt in the last role

afterdat went 4 basketball

yeah ...my skills is the lousiest

i noe!!!X)hahahahaha

we played till 7.30pm then went for dinner

he came along too

i wanst able too eat alot

din noe y

but when i've clean myself back home

i noe y

cz my mum wana go to SUBWAY!!!!

we thk the  same

i've got the urge to go to subway juz yesterday morining

yuhooo~!!!!enjoyed my late dinner!!

it was a good day

i din not wait for his msg

drop on my bed and snooze off straight away

but my hse fon rang and i woke up

looked at my fon for a while

it was 11pm and he msg me

the msg was abt the so called "TRUE LOVE"

and abt not being scared to take a move when u're in love

seriously, y r u sending me this??

i've asked u but u didnt even gv me an answer

the person who must be recieving and reading that msg carefully

shd b u!!get it right!

i don like msgs that r soooo sweet when v r still FRIENDS

sorry, but im moving on

im already gone =)

u made up my mind for me

if u're not sure abt what u're thinking

make it clear to urself b4 u make a move

i really don get it!

i really don get it

but im gonna ask

cz i cant stand that confusion that is in me

whats going on?

y did v become soo close in just a month?

what r u thinking?

bfore thgs get more serious

i've to put an end to it 

i do not want to hurt anyone of us

i do not want any misunderstanding

i don not wan to loose a good fren

hope everythg will b ok after i ask u...

Sick Day

咳。。病倒了
其实从昨天就有一点得不舒服
今天一早起来就发烧
没法子了，今天请病假
其实还不错，终算有一天可以好好的休息
从放假回来都没那么悠闲过
星期一到星期六上班
星期日上教堂
嘻嘻。。。
今天好好休息吧
明天再加油噢！！！
希望我的病可以快快好起来
Smile…^^

Hi there~

oh miss FELICIA

wanting to call u since monday

soo many thgs i've gotta update u abt my life and urs

but when r u free???

i wish u r not working

then i can tok to u for hours

soo many thgs going through my mind

whats going on?

how will thgs be like in a few months time?

i'm hangging in the middle of nowhere

wana noe wat is real 

wana noe how u feel

wana noe wat this mean

call me soon miss felicia

seriously, i've gotta spill out...

How is life?

How is life?
最近每个朋友都这样问
不管是教会的，中学的，或是AIMST的朋友
大家一开口都是这句话

刚刚度过了一个星期的假期
感觉上那好像很长了
目前来说我的假期生活还蛮充实的
星期五考完试
星期六打包回家
星期日趋清明扫墓
星期一回中学拿SPMsijil
星期二就到Pharmacy上班了

最近的生活就是这样
说很忙可是还有时间来这儿更新叻
说不忙可是我的黑眼圈完全没有淡化的迹象

在Pharmacy的工作也不简单
薪水没很高而且蛮累人的
主要的工作范围是
点货，进电脑，打价钱，叠货
还有帮忙顾店
这些看是很容易
但来的货不是一两箱
有时有三四十箱呢
打完价钱还得搬上楼收
不过，那里的朋友很好心
通常都会帮我搬上楼
有时就会去supermarket做Promotion
嘻嘻。。。那个比较容易只要动口而已。。。

最近的生活就这样啦。。。

sometimes its just all about stupidity

when u know what is right and what is wrong

what is urs and what isnt urs

what u should do and what u shouldnt do

what to expect and what not to expect

what to think of and what not to think

but u just wouldnt let go, get over it and move on with ur life

end up being sad, moody and hurt

THAT'S STUPIDITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

活在恩典中

昨天牧师的证道对我来说很有意义
像是上帝特别对我说话
讲的创世记，说到亚伯兰为着老年仍无子而担忧，
但是上帝答应必赐他后裔如同天上的星星一样多
虽然他不明了，看不见上帝要如何施行他的作为
但他对上帝却有坚信不疑的信心。

这，不禁让我想到我目前的情况
前途迷茫，没有一点地把握
但我应该对上帝有信心吧
所以加油，全心全意地交托神吧！！
可以对于将来并没有什么把握，
但对上帝，却要有十足的把握！！！
“耶和华所赐的福，并不加上忧虑”
把一切交托与上帝，好好享受我的假期吧

其实想想，在这一年的Foundation Course里
上帝真的很看顾我
一开始就有基督徒的室友，找到适合的教会，
认识很多爱主的弟兄姐妹，
大家都很照顾我，常鼓励我，安慰我，
p/s: 很爱他们噢 :p

另外本来有一个很吵的housemate，
后来竟然转学了。
至于我的班，
也很不错，大家不但很和睦还很合作
p/s: 很喜欢大伙一起上课的气氛

还有Café里的食物也从很难吃变到还可以吃
在交友方面也真的很顺利，
没有遇上什么麻烦。。

这一年，真的是活在上帝的恩典中
上帝的恩典一定够我们用
Amazing grace how sweet the sound…..

另外，感谢神，Pharmacy的老板要请我，明天开始上班咯

想念的校园一景

离开了
带着很多不舍

很喜欢校园里的很多很多

最爱的是天气和景色
像是有着微微四季的气息。。。

迎面的风带着春意，
烈日当头象征着夏天，
草地忽然枯干，
楼下的大树飘起落叶，

秋天的味道，你嗅到吗？

大雨的夜就是最舒服的冬。

还有别忘了，那很美很美的天空

我的最爱，

有伸手便可触到蓝天的感觉，

离上帝更近的美妙。

Happy Moo Moo Year

Happy New Year!!!
Wishing everyone have a wonderful day in this year!!!

Today is a holiday !!!

Hehe
bored of studying
so post another again

Today is a holiday
haha only for AIMST only
cause today is "pongle"
dont really sure how to spell it
anyway is a Indian festival
and i am studying in a Indian U
so today is Holiday!!!!!

=)

好天气。。。

我窗外的蓝天。。。美叻

风依然很大
虽然不可能
但希望它不离开
喜欢这样的天气
有我心里夏天的感觉



伊柠要去澳洲咯
那个我梦里的地方



风。。。把我吹走了
看着眼前的风景
让我幻想着自己身在那里
那很蓝很蓝的天
还有很凉的风



别笑我
可不想错这年龄的故事
胡思乱想。。


幻想。。。
暗恋。。。
疯狂。。
发愣。。
傻。。
只要不过份
没什么大不了的



十八岁的我
还不想那么快长大

心情大晴天。。。felicia

近来天气好好
一连几天了
灿烂的阳光
还有暖暖的风
感觉到那大太阳却不热
迎面来的风，吹乱我的头发
也把我早上小小不满带走
感谢上帝带来的温柔

夜里的风也好大
很凉快，好舒服
让我不由自主地想起台湾和观摩团。。。。

心情好plus快乐的一天
大家加油！！！